Sunday, December 31, 2006

haircut

hey... i have a haircut today...
$8... but cut le like nvr cut like that...
it is still the same except it is shorter....
n i want to say tis to all my friends....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

well... i juz took a pic of my teddy bear....
i was looking thru the photos today...
n tis bear is w mi in a photo when i was simply a baby!!!
long live teddy!


Saturday, December 30, 2006

vivo city!



hey had a realli fun day at vivo city... the scenery is sure nice...
i love the sea!!!
ok...not that i found ani shop i realli like except for mayb daiso n giant!
but i din buy anithg...

i oni buy a notebk gift frm giant n the $2 machine i got a lei sword which become the official trophy for the monopoly game... pics for the notebk package above.. ^_^
n the sword is sure sharp!

so currently it is w xianhao our wumi is the winner !!!
sob... i also want to win...
n i realize that wenya better not buy any stocks in real life....
不听欣怡言,吃亏在眼前...
i said the stocks will drop le but haiz...

aniway i want to continue!!!
i almost catch up w wumi le... ok still long way but i m closing to the target le!!!
ok... it was fun but nxt time muz ask wenya xiaojie to tink of where to eat first b4 gg aniwhere...
my feet hurts... due to walking endlessly...
my shoulder hurts... due to laptop...
but i m realli happy i din watch movie....
poor xianhao n xinying got so tired of her questioning....
aniway... hans was a good place to eat....
veri full meal compared to others...

aniway... nid to tink of songs for the rest of them for nxt kbox session....
n wenya gave mi songs i din even noe exist... 555~~~

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

phew.... exams results out...

hey...
juz checked my results...
ok to tell the truth i dunno if my results re gd or bad....
but aniway... i din fail ani of them....
so i m happy enough...
juz sth that realli bothers mi but... haiz...

i got a mixture of b+ n b-s...
dun i ask mi why i dun like b cause i also dunno...
why can't all my b-s be b?!!!

aniway...
ch which i m majoring in oni get b-!!! haiz...
same w cl and sw.... all i used to consider for majoring in...
i got oni b-...
then history n political science i got b+....
realli werid lor! how come i do better there but not chinese sw?
haiz... since i declare major le...
i will work hard nxt sem!!!
i promise.... no more skipping readings n last min work!
that's my new year resoln!!!

aniway my cap is 3.4....
i dunno if that is gd or bad...
but i noe nxt sem muz improve....
frm wad i check... that is 3rd class honours....
nid to improve le!!!
actually i juz hope to pass....

Sunday, December 24, 2006

wonderful days....

well.... i have going out everyday frm afternoon to nite tis 2 days....
so no time to update... i love hols!!! n i changed the blogskin as yiwen had seen...
i love tis fallen angel pic!!! i changed all the colours of the words... i like it to be colourful as well as the size of the words... n the words as well....
how was it?...

aniway... i tink start talking or riting... abt the day b4...

i went to bugis w wenya n xinying...
it was great! i went to the natnal lib n found the prince of tennis comics!!!
but cant borrow all cause too heavy... so sad....
aniway... i finished them 2day n regret terribly at the fact that i din borrow 19 n 20...
i love fuji n eiji!!! they are so cool!!! ok... sorrie i sidetrack...
aniway... i was supposed to go popular.... wow! there re a lot of bks at bras basah complex!!!
n... we went ard helping xinying w her christmas gift....
n our wenya xiaojie... got hungry veri soon... so we went to eat there too...
then we went to bugis street.... n search for present n look for my shoes...
ok... i din get anythg... n we took a LONG LONG time b4 finding sth....
n i reached home very late... actually later than wad i tol my mum... i told her 7-8pm but i reached home oni at abt 9.30pm... but my mum cooked prawns n there were a lot of them!!! so nice! my dad brought them home from my grandma's n tt day was the dongzhi... i love tangyuan!!! they are delicious.... aniway i had a great time there... n we were laughing at almost everithg....

however, there was sth that made mi veri unhappy.... when we were going out of the complex towards the bugis street...
there was tis girl who wants us to donate...
ok.. since i am a person who can juz bring oni $5 out for shopping...
ok i oni want to window shop ma... so why bring so much $?
i dun want to donate n i m not beng not compassionate or anithg... it's juz tt i m not working... sch's starting... nid to buy a lot of thgs like txtbks... n most imptly... i feel tt i m not using my own $ but my parents' i dun have e rite to spend anythg wout asking...
hey i did ask my mum b4 i buy the comics ok? as well as other thgs....
ok... back to the topic... so first off, i din have a lot of $ w mi... but she kept talking to us...
then she told us that one coupon is $10...
i was going wow... i can use that for 2 comics or 5 meals alr....
then she kept asking us to buy... so since we see the license n knew that she is frm ncss...
then we tink ok lor.... e 3 of us shared n donate $10....
then the girl was like huh? oni one... then she kept asking us to buy another one...
we told her we re still students n tried to go off...
then she like saying... u all so not compaaionate 3 ppl oni buy one... muz buy another...
i was veri unhappy.... did she tink tt everi1 is so rich?
i m donating ard $3.50 alr.. tt is a lot to mi cause that is a meal to mi then she still feel tt we are not doing our part to help the society? pls lor! i m not frm a well to do family... oni my dad is working n there are 5 of us in the family... n i want to find a part time job if possible alr...
if i m someone who could afford to juz spend $10 away wout a glance i dun mind donating but truth is i m not.... n i dun tink ani1 is... $10 is a lot.... at least to mi...so i m veri unhappy w her assumption n i noe i also veri rude lah... but i m veri unhappy... so i juz like sorrie we re students n dun have much $ n then we juz walked off.... haiz... why do ppl always tink tt everi1 is so rich?
i dun understand... juz because of hp? mine is w mi for so long... n i m not the one who brought tt...

aniway... that thg aside....

yesterday, my family n i went out together!
it seemed quite long we go out shopping as a family....
aniway... we went to gusilin first to pay respects to my granny at somerset...
then we walked to orchard n have lunch.... we go to a closing down sale of a shopping center i forgot wad n shopped there.... we din buy anythg actually... but it was fun...
then we went to popular to buy thgs... n we stayed there for a LONG LONG time....
bought a lot of stationery.... n my youngest sis's assement...
then we went back to sunplaza n have dinner at the bus interchange... it is a veri small caferia n oni few seats but the wind is veri nice n food is cheap.... much cheaper than food court...
aniway then we went to bata to buy sch shoes for my 2 sis... both white shoes spoilt le....
well... i go lib while waiting for them...
then off to sunplaza's popular to buy the A4 paper.... 5 packets for $19.90...
n look ard some more... then we went home....
it was fun... though my sis kept looking at clothes for new year as well as clothes that can be worn to banquets.... it was tiring no doubt but it was fun as well though we did have our share of disagreements... n i realize i m still veri lost in orchard.... well... i oni like to go taka cause of lib n the arts friend n cineleisure... cause long john silver is there n the cinemas re there... the rest i have no idea....
so hope tt the nxt few days could be fun as well...
n today is christmas eve! actually i tink supposed to go ah gong's hse but everi1 is tired...
so staying at home... n it is gg to rain again... so home sweet home!!!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

letting go...

after watching the recent few episodes of tian wai fei xian as well as other stories n fan fics....
i realized sth...
love is not sth to be gripped tightly....
not juz sth that one has to hold firmly to...
love is sth that one muz hold firmly to yet able to let go...

actually not juz love....
i feel that everythg in life shd be held firmly...
all the thgs shd be cherished n treasured....
all including the sad and hurtful thgs....
yet... all these thgs shd be able to be let go when neccessary....

like memories....
one can't hold them forever....
yes... i feel that u can't throw away ur memory cause they are painful...
they shd be kept and learnt then let it go....
juz like death... u can't keep tinking abt somethg that had happened....
yes... u kept the memory of the person in ur heart...
that is where that person lived forever....
yet... u can't juz live in memory...
u nid to accept the fact... the memory... n then let it go...
let the person go....
i feel that then that is love....
love shd not be selfish..... even if the one u love is gone they are other ppl who care abt u...
don't let them worry or b sad bcause of u....
smile....
u can cry... the tears will always dry ....
tmr will be a brand new day....

no...
it is not forgetting abt the bad thgs...
it is keeping them... accepting them n then let them go....

but then... saying all tis is easy but doing them will be another thg....
but then one nids to try....
so what if u cry?
so what if tears will not dry?
juz do ur best n be proud....
u have not fail...
for time will heal everythg....
n one day u will be able to let go....
so jia you... another day will be there...

haiz... i tink i getting depressed....
no! muz smile n be happy! like tis? >_<
maybe not.... but gan batte?

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

presents!!!>_<

ok... last nite i blogged a whole chunk of words....
so i tok put in some pics of my presents!!!
i took some photos w e cam...
i took 30 n oni 3 made it....
i mean the cam veri difficult to adjust n it is veri old so i nid to take a lot in order to have one nice one.... ok...


frm the left is e blue dolphin wenya gave mi... then xianhao gave mi the horse w the keychain xinying gave mi... n e cup xinying gave mi.... n then the wrappers n a letter frm wenya under them.... n thanks a lot all of u for the presents esp wenya for the letter...
see they are all so kawaii!!! >_<



Tuesday, December 19, 2006

great day!!!>_<

yeah!!!
i m so happy yesterday n today!!!
i m finally able to talk about what i have been doing for the last month!!!
i have been preparing the zhui xing christmas present....
now can reveal the contents of the presents!!! great sense of achievement >_<

ok... all of them have the same thgs in a box named the "treasure box"!!!...
1. a book... named the pursuit of the star christmas ed...
veri tiring....all handmade... i wake up at 7am 2day to finish wumi n sala's 2day
basically the bk is div into 3 parts n have lots of pgs.... pgs are construction paper which i cut into smaller pieces....

1st is the songs... theme song... all the char songs n ending song lyrics
2nd is the bio data of the characters....
3rd is a special christmas story with the characters...
abt 2600 wds... took mi a long time to write... i have been writing since after exams... yesterday evening then finished.... so happy!!!
a copy of tis will be uploaded in the zhui xing blog!!!
2. a weapon keychain for each char using beads.... spear, wand n bow and arrow....
3. i bought a pendant for each person n attach it to a friendship band...
4. a bookmark of each char
5. goodies i made from the story meaning... a paper feather i made myself... a leaf made frm felt n foam...coloured transparent stone bought frm giftland n a lemon scented candle frm abc shop that are bought 2gether w the box.... all the goodies wrapped 2gether in a cellophone paper or a net....
that's all... hope they like it....
aniway i spent the last few days making them after i finished typing the story....

aniway it was great today!!!
ok... maybe the weather is not so gd....
first it was thunder n lightning as i left the hse.... i was late!!! so sorrie....
muz finish present b4 i go out....
but i m not latest ok...
then we sang at kbox....
haiz i choose all the songs i nvr sang b4.... n esp songs i dun even noe how to sing....
haiz... i dun even tink i can win ani of the com....
but the place was quite gd actually... there are 2 tvs though i oni see the bottom one....

a veri funny thg is that i sing the song until veri werid cause i cant see the lyrics due to xinying blocking the tv frm mi... n i was trying hard to look at the tv n singing and trying to move.... then xinying who was STILL blocking the tv frm mi... her back was to mi ask why i sang so werid n wenya answered frm mi that every1 will sing weird weird if they cant see the lyrics.... so in the end i laughed so much n cant finish the song... haiz.... i lost the competitn...

ok... we sang veri veri long.... by the time we come out... ok it is still raining n it was ard 3.30pm... so we went to mac.... but some drinks... turn out i veri stupid... kbox drink ice lemon tea... go mac still buy ice lemon tea... haiz...
we calculated all the scores for the songs we sang... results can be found at the zhui xing blog...
ok... i dunno why but i almost put everi1 the same score...
n no surprise superstar won... it was always a fight btw him n xinying n sometimes wenya... mi... i dun tink i can sing well... meaning i got distracted too easily... hey not everi time my fault ok.... but well....

then we play monopoly on wenya's laptop... din get to continue the old one...
use back the same char... i STILL veri unlucky lor.... kept giving $ to ppl... as in i got the unlucky spirit to possess my char... y mi? ok... wenya also unlucky... she got to be in jail for 14 days!!!
then i got tis unlucky turn nid to spin a wheel to see how much day to stay in xianhao's hotel... i wanted 1 day since it is 1-4 days... guess wad... i got 4!!! then there is tis machine to spin to see how much $ to giv each player!!! 0-9 for each of the 3 digit n guess wad?... i nid to pay $962 to each player!!!! i bankrupt le!!! so unlucky!!! then i finally got gd luck n can spin this wheel to receive $ n guess wad!!! still the same 0-9 for each digit n there is 3 digits... n i oni got $165... wad is tis?!!! y m i so unlucky?!!! then the laptop no batt n we have to stop....

it was then abt 6pm alr... so we decide to exchange presents...
a funny thg occured.... xinying gave xianhao a cup n xianhao gave xinying a cup...
the 2 cups are similar!!! the same except for the design!!! so funny....
i m so happy!
i received a blue dolphin thg for mi to place my hp on the table frm wenya... it was so cute!!! i love it! thanks a lot wenya!!!
i also received a winnie the pooh cup n a star keychain frm xinying.... it was so beautiful... i like it a lot... thanks a lot xinying....
n finally i received a handphone pouch frm xianhao... it was in the shape of a horse... so nice and kawaii!!! though xianhao says it is a dog intially n i tink it is a donkey.... but then it looked more like a horse now to mi.... i like it a lot!!! thanks a lot!!!
n then we packed our thgs to go get dinner.... ok... wenya spent a lot of time... her plastic bags too many n xianhao threw away the nice plastic bags!!!

then we spent nearly 15min trying to see where to get dinner till we finally agreed to go to the foodcourt.... then we walked w xianhao to the mrt b4 the rest of us go popular cause i nid to look at the thgs there.... then we saw yew mun there... n then home....

it was a great day... have a lot of fun... hope can do tis every mth... but guess we could oni do it when we have hols.... aniway... we want to go out again on 29... hopefully...
aniway i spent a lot of $ on outings alr.... but still nid a pair of shoes.... my shoes too slippery n w the raining weather... they became veri dangerous... alr realli fall yesterday... mum wants mi to get a pair of stable shoes... well can't have mi falling n complaing... :p

2nd sis still at camp...

Monday, December 18, 2006

i tell u hor....

hai... the most humilating thgs happened today leh!!!
luckily... no one saw it...

i fell down at a void deck....
n realli fell down as in four legs facing the sky....
n literally i mean....
haiz.... i tink shd throw the shoes away....
the shoes' groove were all rubbed off....
no wonder i fell...
nid to have the grooves to cause friction in order to allow us to walk....
so tt's why i study phy?
but then i failed to use phy in daily life!!!
luckily now not taking....

Saturday, December 16, 2006

more...

hey.... i m addicted to taking anime personality quiz...
some results veri funny....
i love tis website!!! >_<>


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What Inuyasha Character Are You?


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What Inuyasha Family Member Are You?


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juz watch full metal alchemist...

veri sad ending....

the 2 brothers separated in 2 worlds...

hope that they can reunite!!! the story can't end like that!!!

juz like shaman king.... i dun like the ending but at least full metal's better than shaman king's ....

but veri sad leh.... the 2 brothers sacrificed themselves to save the other....

blood is thicker than water.....




Friday, December 15, 2006

quizzes.... ^_~

hey i did more quizzes...
some interesting ones here....

gundam wing.... i m my fav char!!! hahaha....
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What Gundam Wing Character Are You?


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flame of recca!!!

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What Flame of Recca Character Are You?


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n inu..... heehee...
i m kagome....


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What Inuyasha Hero Are You?


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n prince of tennis! i m eiji!!!! he is veri funny!
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What Seigaku Regular Are You?


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ummm.... get back to christmas present....

n b4 i forget!!!
Xinying!!! welcome back!!! i noe yesterday u back le....
but i no time to write....

Thursday, December 14, 2006

pk...n... quiz...

well.... went out w peikiat today....
peikiat finally let her hair grow long!!!
ok.... still at almost shoulderlength...
aniway hav a fun time....

so come home .... do tis quizzes....

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What Bleach Character Are You?


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n.... 4 fruit basket.....


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Who's Your Sohma Guy?


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n for dn angel....




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What DNAngel Guy Are You?


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that's all.... going to shower.....

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

angry....

i dunno why....

h aiz
a ngry is my middle name
t he anger in my mind...
e verything in my mind is crazy....

e verything is so red....
v ery red....
e verything is so blur....
r egardless of what i see....
y ? i dunno? i feel like exploding....
t he anger in my heart exploding....
h ey!!! AAH!!! AAH!!!
i want to scream in frustration....
n i want to die....
g oing crazy....
! my world is darkening.....

let it darken.....

an argument w my parents.... sometimes...... i juz wish.....
i m dead..... but then wish is juz a wish....
sleep and let tmr be a better day?.... oni a wish....
but then still nid to wish a wish.... i nid the hope....

tired....

haiz.... veri tired....
i tink i nid to go dental clinic alr.... toothache....
but i hate gg to doc or dentists....
but my mum wants mi to go tmr....

then i nid to prepare christmas presents....
yesterday go popular to look for assessment for my sis....
tmr or the nxt day muz go buy statnery....

haiz.... still have stories to update....

oh! b4 i forget.... anione noe which brand of antivirus is ok?
popular have one offer... trend micro at $79....
dunno gd? mayb i buy tt one?
ani one can help?

haiz... my hp also got probs....
msg sent like nvr reach ani1....
then cant call or take calls....
hey! dun call my hp.... i can't answer!!!
well... at least radio can use....
check the prices of hp... veri x leh....
tink not changing....

kbox! come faster leh....

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

drawings....

hey this is wad i learn to draw frm the manga bk i borrowed....
looks a bit weird....
aniway.... the TOP is the SECOND attempt while the BOTTOM is the FIRST attempt....
wad do u tink....

hey my entry getting shorter n shorter... :p

Monday, December 11, 2006

christmas presents....

hey.... i m so lost....
yesterday spent the whole evening at sunplaza trying to find a gift....
ok maybe GIFTS.... the zhui xing's....
i wonder if it is ok if everi1 got similar presents....
i tink tis year i m going to have all the presents handmade if possible....
but dunno if u all will like it leh....
i want to make a special one with everythg handmade....
i wonder if it is possible....
after all the deadline is nxt tue...

YEAH!!! 19TH DEC go KBOX!!!
aniway... i m still trying to find the lyrics of the three songs....
hey wenya! shi yi... u want to start or i start?
xinying nvr says she start or i start as well....
well.... i guess xianhao's is quite easy.... i dun tink he want to sing hebe's part :p
well.... i m anticipating that day....

ok.... juz a note to those who are waiting for chap 4....
umm.... i tink still veri long... havent started....
n my fan fics... also stuck.....
i want to finish making the christmas presents first....
n i want to learn how to draw manga characters!!!
i borrowed a book... quite informative....
tink i start to study now... hehehe....

Sunday, December 10, 2006

happy bday, felicia!

ok.... actually tis shd be continous to the other entry but somehow....
it juz dun fit together?....

aniway... i dunno if she still read tis blog.... but then i still want to say tis....
happy birthday, felicia!!!
sorrie.... tis year... we seemed to have lost contact w each other?
sorrie but realli realli busy last sem....
still wondering how i survive?....
ok... sorrie for side tracking.....
aniway... happy bday!
muz smile always but dun learn frm xinying....
laugh too much is bad for health....
ok.... muz take care too ok?
stay happy and health....
see it is shh.... not tt i m saying to be quiet.....
ok....
so big Happy birthday!!!

is that a right answer....

i was watching 小鱼儿与花无缺 last episode yesterday....
here's sth.... it is abt the death of 苏樱... right after 小鱼儿 finally tell her he loved her n asked her to marry him...


"I love you."
She was stunned. Could what she had just heard be true? "Will you marry me after all this is over?"
Why? Why? Why? She screamed in her mind.
Tears fell from her eyes. She was poisoned. A poison that even she, the daughter of the world's greatest doctor, could not save herself. She knew that the poison of the plant was very vile. There was no cure in the entire world especially now that her parents were dead. Her parents were the best and no one else could help her. In less than an hour she would melt into a puddle of blood.
“Hey, are you alright in there?” he asked from outside the door.
She had refused to let him inside the room as she mixed up the poison. She did not want him to know that she was poisoned. No. He must not know that. She quickly put the potion she was to make together quickly as she tried to calm herself.
“Yeah,” she answered, trying to control her trembling voice as he continued to talk about the future they will be having in the future.
But there was no future for her. She could feel her hands shaking and her legs weakening. The poison had taken effect.
“Then we will be at the island and have kids. If the first born is a girl, we can let…” she tuned him out. There was a buzzing in her ears and her vision was blurred.
Finally she managed to pour the potion into the small bottle. There, at least she could help to save the world with this potion.
Shakingly she reached the door and opened. He smiled at her as she passed the bottle to him. It was then her legs gave out. She fell.
“What?” he dashed and just caught her before she hit the floor. He placed the precious bottle on the table as he carried her.
“Hey? What happened? Don’t scare me like that! What’s wrong?” he asked desperately as he tried to stop her shaking.
She merely smiled and said simply, “I’m sorry but I’m dying.”
“But how?” he shook his head at the abrupt news as he asked hopefully, “hey, it’s a joke, right?”
“No,” she shook her head, “I was poisoned. Just please promise me that you will forget me and move on, okay?”
“What do you mean by that? You can’t die! You can’t just leave me alone like that! When were you poisoned? You’re kidding, right? Please! Please just say you are!” he pleaded as tears started to flow. No! Too many people had left him! She must not leave him as well!
She shook her head as she showed him her left hand, “see, it is melting now.”
“No! You will be okay! I promised you will be okay! Please!” he pleaded desperately.
But she smiled, “the poison had already spread and my organs had started to melt.”
“This can’t be true! You can’t leave me!” he muttered as he tightened his arms around her body.
It was then she started to scream in pain.
“It hurts! It hurts so much!” she screamed and struggled in his grip.
“Hush! Hush! You will be okay! Come o, you can do it!” he whispered as he tightened his grip.
But it was useless. She continued to struggle and then she did something that froze his heart.
She pulled her dagger from her pouch. “Please! Please kill me! I can’t take the pain anymore!”
“No!” he yelled as he pulled her dagger away but she fought with him, pleading with him to kill her, to end her pain.
“I can’t take it! I can feel them melting! It hurts! It hurts! Kill me, please! I beg you!” she screamed and struggled.
“No! Please don’t make me do this! Please don’t make me kill the one I loved most! Everyone had left me! You can’t leave me! You can’t make me kill you! You can make it! You won’t die!” he yelled as he struggled to throw the dagger from her grip.
“Just let me die! Please! Let me die now if you love me!” she screamed in pain.
He froze, “what should I do? What should I do?”
“Kill me! Please! End my pain!” she begged in aguish as she tried to stab the dragger at her heart, “do it if you love me, please!”
“If I love you,” he repeated, “kill you if I love you.”
And then he did it…
The dagger was suddenly in her heart.
She smiled at him and whispered weakly, “forget me…”
Then steam rose up and soon, only a puddle of blood remained.
He cried and cried then he just stared and stared and stared. At the puddle of blood which was once his beloved woman. The one person he was going to spend his future with happily. He killed her with the dagger. He killed her… the one he loved most…
His brother came back an hour later. Yet he only found a puddle of blood on the floor and an incoherent brother hiding in the closet. He was hiding there and mumbling about having no more tears to cry…
“She died…” he said simply…


ok.... here's sth i written after watching that episode.... it's so sad.....

Saturday, December 09, 2006

小鱼儿与花无缺


最近在看小鱼儿与花无缺,
有些地方超好笑!
有些却让人泪流满面。。。
为什么有这么坏的恶人呢?
为什么要失去了才懂得应该要珍惜呢?
为什么有些人能为了名誉而不择手段?
却也有人为了孩子师父而死。。。
更有人为了爱情而不惜牺牲性命?
这是人生吗?

所谓仁义无双的江别鹤为了自己连女儿也害
而十大恶人却为了义子而死。。。
自称要做恶人的人却为了一个不称职的师父而死。。。
里面有句话令我印象深刻。。。
世界上最坏的人不是恶人而是伪君子。。。

唉。。。 人从古到今都有很多为了不同的理由杀人。。。
但也有人为了他人而死。。。
人是这样的吗?

ok... my finalised modules to take nxt sem... if can get...
1.CH2141 general history of china
2.CH2228 ci-lyric in tang song period
3.LAJ1201 Japanese 1
4.NM1101e New Media and Society
5.SSA1201 Singapore society
that's all.... n wenya.... pls rmb to declare ur major b4 going into tt website ok?

n another emboss pic....
guess wad it is.... :p

Friday, December 08, 2006

pics i draw...

hey i have been trying to draw... but not veri nice...
dun kill mi!!!!


it is very ugly... u noe who u re frm the pic...
n here is the emboss type....


look like egyptian hier?

Thursday, December 07, 2006

stories

hey... it's hols n i m stuck in front of my com at every hour....
tink i m addicted to reading fan fics.... n stories....
well... got to many stories to type up....


short list....
1. peace knights... chap 7
2. zhui xing story.... chap 4... can i give it a name myself?
3. a special story.... cant say anythg.... supposed to be a surprise....
4. i'll kill you... a gw fan fic that i had finished on paper....
actually i finished typing.... millions of wds took mi mths.... but then com's hard disk spoiled... so say bye bye... now... retyping... some frm memories....
5. got a plot for a chinese story not sure to write it out or not....
i named it as 死神的使者 ... sth like my swift killer series....
6. swift killer... mayb shd put everythg online as well.....

haiz so many thg to type....
n i m veri upset w the ending of Shaman King!!!!
story cant end like tt!!!! aniway.... i finally borrowed that comic frm lib....
n still watching the same vcds.... not even finished the first box....
so many thgs......
n i tink my peom another post.... i noe the review of my exams.... also nxt one i tink....

ok here's a thought for the modules i m interested in for nxt sem....
but havent choose which 5 to take...
1. GEK1519 science of music
2.GEK1520 understanding the universe
3.GEK1050 space and health
4.CH2141 general history of china
5.CH2228 ci-lyric in tang song period
6.CH2244 Women in Chinese History, 960-1840
7. LAJ1201 Japanese 1
8.NM1101e New Media and Society
see... i can even separate into 2 semesters....
aniway... 1 n 2 n3 choose one, then 5 n 6 n 7 choose two then 4 n 8 definitely muz take....
haiz... my mind in a maze....

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

relaxing....

ok.... a lot had happened....
but tink i talk abt yesterday first....

aniway... i veri unlucky yesterday morning!!!
i was late in reaching the mrt due to the incident at yishun mrt....
aniway... the train was so slow!!! i was waiting for so long....
n i was alr late so veri anxious.... n din finish my cl....
then the train kept stopping for so long every stops as people kept trying to get on the train even when there was nbo way more to get in....
so the train cant move... n i was so irritated....
the driver... if that is wad u called the person who drive the train kept announcing n asking ppl on the platform to wait for the nxt train n stand behind the yellow line....
haiz.... i was so late....

then cl exam... to be elaborated later....
n mi n wenya n yundan go jurong pt n boon lay lib...
yundan went there to meet her friend while mi n wenya wanted to go lib n shopping...
ok mayb i not veri keen abt shopping.... but i nid to find a wedding gift as well as christmas gift...
aniway... i was disappointed not to find the prince of tennis comics.... ruyoma *i m not sure of the spelling... chinese is long ma* was so cool n proud.... n it is so funny! i like bu er i tink is fuji sth the best! aniway... i ended up w borrowing a few shaman king comic.... yoh is so nice n funny ... ren is so cute... n anna is so...so cool!

aniway.... half the time we were shopping.... yundan kept gg so fast tt we kept losing her...
n i kinda of in the middle as our p.sala stopped frequently.... n i had to go drag her away....
aniway... i was having fun regardless of my complaints.... we even saw the lifesized pokemon n wenya kept laughing n laughing as she saw them....
i saw the aquamarine in one of the shop that is so beautiful!!! too bad....
i forgot to bring ani $ due to my hastyrush to sch.... can oni blame myself... 555...

N there is sth that made mi veri angry....
there was tis boy out shopping w his mum n brother i tink....
i was waiting for wenya n leaned against the railing then tis boy juz walked nxt to mi...
n threw a piece of sweet wrapper down n it nearly hit someone below....
i was so shocked! i noe juz a veri less than 30cm2 paper but how can some1 eat a sweet n threw the wrapper down from 4th floor... i noe tt it is not dangerous or anythg but there is a big rubbish bin few steps away.... n when he saw mi watching him he juz dun care....
pls lor! at least 10 yrs old alr also dunno nid to throw the sweet into the rubbish bin haiz....


ok... then i nid to go alr as my sis wanted to go northpt n buy spects....
i wait for more than half an hour b4 she appeared n i have so many bks in my bag.... so heavy.....
then we went to the shop.... n try finding a pair she likes....
but after we finally found the one she likes... poor salesgirl....
we decided it is too x... hundred plus dollars lor... i rather save them...
so we went off n go kfc eat zinger meal! well i din bring ani $ so my sis pay... heehee b4 anione so anythg abt being greedy... i liked to say tt is sis bonding....
n then it was raining so heavy n we had to wait... went to walk ard northpt...
not much to see.... hey i lived in yishun till pri six... n yj is at yishun..... so i basically noe the whole place....

haiz.... a tiring day....
tink i will talk abt exams in the nxt post.... now watching vcds.... 小鱼儿与花无缺 veri funny!!!

Sunday, December 03, 2006

words.... tsubasa...

well.... so far i havnt been studying....
i have been playing the com....
reading stories on com as well as a bk i borrowed....
n i juz finish watching tsubasa....

aniway... today's tsubasa got quite a few nice quotes....
and it's so touching....

the first one is when sakura asked syaoran... who he is...
i have talked abt it in one of my earlier posts....
tt was when i was reading the comic.... now it's the anime...
it is still so sad....

then fay said he thought syaoran will cry when sakura asked tt...
and he wondered if syaoran is crying now tt he had ran out into the rain...
kurogane juz said who knows... even if syaoran did cry.... it was useless....
crying will not solve anithg so one shd not cry.... and in order to do tt...
one will have to be strong....
but then fay juz said... sometimes you have to be strong in order to be able to cry...

i agreed to it totally it! i mean so what if you cry?
the tears will dry! you might feel so much better if you cry.... and then u stand up again...
keeping everythg inside is bad for health.... you can cry.... but you have to stand up and keep on going even if you are crying.... i tink tt tt is really wad being strong is abt....
it hurts so much to see someone who is so sad n in so much pain yet... is smiling so tt he or she would not make others worry.... it's juz so sad....
it juz so tt the bk i was reading was abt sth like tt.... n it is really sad...
that boy's family became bankrupt n the sole breadwinner of his family is hoptialised...
he skipped sch to work to get $ for his father's operatn n tried his best to support his family....
he refused to talk to his closest friends abt wad was happening n when they found out and rushed there.... he smiled n greeted them like nothing had happened... yet all of them could see that he was veri tired and sad.... i tink it takes courage to admit tt u re in pain? so wad if it takes energy to hide all the sadness n sorrows.... it juz take more energy away....
i dunno but mayb it is better to take a few min to break down n let everythg out... after tt few min... then stand up n try to solve all the prob?... i dunno....

ok.... for another quote....
kurogane told syaoran as the epsiode was almost ending....
don't look down ... look forward.... there are thgs waiting to be done in front of you!

so... i see my pile of cl notes.... so guess there re what i m supposed to do.... study....
ok... i m veri veri lazy!!!! nothing ever get into my mind even if i am staring at the notes....
like i say b4... the notes noe mi but i dunno them.... haiz....
last paper alr!!! muz work hard!!! cannot look down... *down is my keyboard n i am tempted to cantinue to play with my com...* muz look forward... *not the monitor but the pile of cl notes i m supposed to be studying!!!!*

ok.... study study study!!!!!

Friday, December 01, 2006

pics... table...

hey exams still gg on....
n i refuse to comment till it is over....

aniway....
i tok tt my blog is a bit too wordy.... so...
i put in pics of my table when i was studying political science tis morning...
i saw my veri old camera on my table...
so... i played w it :p


the above pic is the top of my study table....
n i noe makona looks like she is dancing ... :P



haiz... i was even drawing.... when studying...

haiz mayb tt's y i cant finish studying.... see how messy it is! tt is the state my mind was in tis morning.....
exams... exams... one more paper to go!!!!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

sis....antics of a girl....

ok.... since i m having exams till nxt tues....
i decided to write abt my exams nxt wk....
ok... y m i blogging?!!!! shd study!!!!
political science on fri!!!!
ok.... i take break.... i noe i veri lazy....

aniway.... i juz want to share some of the antics of my youngest sis....
she having hols while i m having exams!!!
see how unfair!!! but then if she has exams while i m also having exams...

i tink i will die.... n if i m teaching tution then i really die!
ok.... less talk more type more time to study.....

10 antics to get ur sis to pay attentn to u....
aka... if u want to get scolded or yelled at or screamed at or being killed then try.... esp if ur sis is having exams.....

1. stand behind her and keep staring at her.... silently....
2. stand behind her and start chanting.... "monopoly..monopoly...monopoly...."
3. stand behind her and start chanting...."play with mi.... play with mi... play w mi...."
4. stand behimd her and says juz kept saying.... "ah yah! u won't pass one lah! so play w mi lah!"
5. then if she locks the door.... start knocking n screaming outside the door....
6. then if she locks the door... find a piece of paper n start writing n slipping it under the door...
7. then if she locks the door... try imitating mum's voice or sis's voice or even dad's voice though there is no way he will be back so early....to get her to come out....
8. then if she locks the door... go out of the hse to the corridor n yelled or screamed at her frm the window....
9. then if she locks the door n the windows... scream at her frm the window.... knock n banged the windows....
10. if all fails....get the keys to the room.....

however... pls note tt tis shd be done when mum or dad is not at home so u wont be scolded by two people....

i noe.... i go study now..... n for ur info.... my sis din get the keys.... my mum came back....

Thursday, November 23, 2006

friends are....

hey just sth i read in a fan fiction and i feel that it is veri true....
this is frm the story Heero's tears by Ryoko21 frm fan fiction.net

“One of the perks of having friends,” he explained, “is that you’re supposed to tell them exactly what you think, just as they’re supposed to tell you what they think without sugarcoating it. And if you really are trying to be like normal people you need to stop thinking you can plan for everything. You know you can’t, so don’t worry about it. Most people live their lives one day at a time, it’s a lot simpler than your method.”
“But I-... What if something goes wrong?”
“This isn’t like politics, Relena. No one can teach you what to do and what not to do, because you’re the only one that knows. If you try things out and it isn’t right at least you know you’ve tried and failed, instead of not trying at all.”


so is that true?....
ok... back to studying instead of reading stories....

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

still exams....

hey ppl instead of studying....
i m blogging....
aniway.... i write sth instead of studying....
i m so lazy!!!
ok here it goes....

开窗打开收音机
日晚倦读书
书叠起了堆堆山
欲读但先睡

人人说读书为我好
也是为未来
只恐未来还没来
我的头发已先白

so how? re you the same?

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

term papers back!!!! >_< or T_T


hey a graph of my feelings 2day....
i was smsing peikiat today.... her exams ends on 1st dec
so gd but hers alr started.....
gd luck peikiat!!!

then i met mrs lay naing at the mrt...
so happy! so long nvr see ani teachers frm yj....

then went to sch n.... got term papers....
that was the fall in my graph....
i got a C for social work term paper!!!
that means i have to work extra hard for the exam!!!!
now since it means that i dun understand the concept n thgs....
so sad.... n i was hoping to get a gd grade too....
ok mayb i noe i did badly....

but luckily i got an a for hist!!!
actually that is the oni paper i m confident of....
so happy... but still nid to work hard for hist...
i have basically read thru everythg except for 2 lects....
so mayb i can pass?.... i tink i can hope....


haiz... exams exams exams....
when will tt be over?.....

Saturday, November 18, 2006

exams approching!!!

hey... it seems like everi1 is experiencing exams fever!!!
i m veri near panicking rite now... i dun tink i hav studied at all...
i m still online reading stories.... reading storybks n comics...
it's juz tt i dun have the energy to study!!!
i see the bk... e bk noes mi but i dunno it...
i fell asleep at the first pg i was reading....

how?!!!
help!!! i tink nid to send a big big sos out! but then dun tink ani1 can help...
exams can oni depends on myself.... i noe but....
haiz.... aniway i was looking thru lyrics n since i m studying hist...
i found tis clamp dectective campus song... the title is the history...

Bokura no Rekishi
Vocals: Sakamoto Maaya
Also found on her "Hotchpotch" CD

I thought about the meaning of life but I didn't get it
It just made my head spin
Fun things aren't easily forgotten
But mundane stuff makes me sleepy


If it's our history
It's only just begun

Becoming this kind of person
Meeting these kinds of people
Eating these kinds of foods
Travelling to these kinds of countries
I want to enjoy these things!


I thought about the meaning of love
But not a single answer came to mind
My contrary self alternately feels
Both excitement and anguish

There are countless unsolvable mysteries

Hidden in our history
Doing these kinds of jobs
Doing these kinds of sports
Wearing these kind of clothes
Going on these kinds of dates
I want to enjoy these things!


Even though I don't really know about tomorrow
I know about the future
Everyone's still searching for
What it is that they want to do


We'll keep on changing (Go for it!)
as long as we're alive (Take it easy)
We'll keep on developing (Don't give up!) because we were born
Dancing these kinds of dances (Go for it!)
Singing these kinds of songs (You can do it!)
Having these kinds of dreams (Don't give up!)
Having these kinds of fights

Living in this way (Go for it!)
Playing in this way (Take it easy)
Worrying in this way (Don't give up!)
Loving in this way
I want to enjoy these things!
We want to enjoy these things!


ok... y we study history... how we make hist.... i tink we might juz enjoy history...
haiz... history exam coming!!!!!
i m not panicking.... i m dying!!!!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

courage for tmr...

hey i tink i m realli dying...
exams realli coming n i m still li bu cong xin....
how?!!! how to i face tmr?....

ok then i surf the net n found tis sonf from anime lyrics website as well...
so not mine...

it is magical knight rayearth english dubbed song...
i like it a long time ago n juz found it again....


Courage for Tomorrow
Dubbed Songs
1st Ending Song
Sung by Sandy Fox


Put the best smile you can upon your face,
Get ready, take the leap from me, let's all go,
Even if a strong wind blows against you,
Prove you can try, don't give up hope,
You should head for the big blue sea and then,
The wave will whisper in your ear, you'll see,
You have the power to conquer your fears,
Now do the best thing you know,
And tell your heart "No need to cry",
And you will see the light and then start to shine,
And you can get happiness,
She'll let you two atop the world,
Your faith becomes the courage to live all your days.


so let's have courage n face the exams?.....

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

memories...

today we have a veri super short hist lect.... it is oni 30min....
it is to tell us how to prepare n wad to expect frm exams....

aniway... there is tis qns...
why do we study hist...

the lecturer says it is because of memories...
ever1 is a historian... ever1 creates history....
and that history is also known as ur memories...

wow... i m really impressed by tis ans... i din realli tink abt history in tt way....
history is ur memory....it sounds so i dunno how to describe....
aniway i tok of tis song---- one piece ending song... memories...
it is a jap song n the lyrics here are translated...
i have found it at http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/onepiece/memories.htm
so enjoy...

Memories
Ending Song

Lyrics: Akihito Tanaka
Music: Akihito Tanaka
Arrangement: The Babystars
Vocal: The Babystars

when I was young, a treasure map
was spread in my mind
making sure that someone unknown won't take
the miraculous place that I've been searching for right now, it's life filled with dusts

someday, I'll leave it up toeverything's time
if the world ever changes
take me to myself that never knew a thing
making sure that memories won't fade away

I was singing since I was small
warming the heart that dreams
the secret melody that everyone imitated
making sure that it can be done better this time
right now, I keep on sighing

everyone is still unable to grab the true dream
if the time ever goes backtakle me to myself that learned tears
making sure that loneliness can't catch upif the world ever changes
take me to myself that never knew a thing
making sure that memories won't fade away
making sure that loneliness can't catch up

so how... all ur memories are history... don't let them fade....
part of song of hope....
beautiful memories will linger on and on...

full metal lyrics...

hey i stumbled upon tis lyrics...
it is a translatn of the jap version...
full metal alchemist movie opening song....
quite nice... i mean the lyrics....

Do you remember?
When we were young, there was a door that we couldn’t reach even on tiptoes
I forgot about time and completely wandered
I’d always run into the road of a maze there

My unconscious search for your smile can’t be stopped
Without anything changing, now I’ll still run

Even when we become separated far, far apart, our thoughts will interconnect
Even if impish destiny befalls us, they won’t be destroyed

Everyone should have realized deep in his or her mind
That the desired tomorrow is ahead of there
In the sunny days, the tools of conflict
Want to show you the vanishing time someday

It’s a decaying world that can’t stop them from hurting each other
But just by having met you, I’m not afraid of anything anymore

No matter how much of my body burns away, it’s okay, if I’m sacrificing it for you
I’ll soar up in pure white to the great sky and protect you

Even when we become separated far, far apart, our thoughts will interconnect
Even if impish destiny befalls us, they won’t be destroyed

No matter how much of my body burns away, it’s okay, if I’m sacrificing it for you
It’d be nice if the world that’ll be reborn someday would reach your eyes

how's e lyrics?.... i tink it is abt the two brothers....

well i got tis at http://atashi.wordpress.com/2006/11/08/fullmetal-alchemist-movie-opening-theme-link/ so it is not mine....

Monday, November 13, 2006

some lame jokes....

ok.... these re taken frm http://www.kyoukaramaou.com/Quotes.php...
they re translation from the anime....
the anime is a property of tomo takabayashi i tink.... juz it is not mine lah....

n i read the summary frm tis website...
it goes like tt.... Miaka got sucked into a book. Kagome fell down a well. And Yuri, since he's a boy, he got flushed down a toilet. Yes, flushed... yes, toilet... ^_^;;

so enjoy....


G(the advisor of the court): I had no idea that knitting was your hobby.
Gwendal(one of the noble... a veri serious guy...) : It's not a hobby! I do it to sharpen my concentration.


why Yuri hates his name....
english version....
That means you're like 20% responsible for every bullies in town hassling me with the whole "Yuri is short for urine" thing my whole life. (to Conrad)
another version....
the chinese translation i read is that his name is 有利 cause his father works in the bank n is sth like a finance manager so wants $...
n his brother is 胜利...

Yurri said tis to his sword when his sword started to absorb sth...
Oh man, Morgif, don't go putting strange thing in your mouth. Didn't your mother teaches you that? You spit it out right now.
n it is said that the sword absorb life energy frm dying ppl....
then there is the nxt part....
the sword vomits because it absorbs too much energy at one go.... sth Yuri describes as similar to himself when he ate too much at one go....
n the others were saying like master, like sword.....


n wolfram is a bit jealous... n he says tis to Yuri....
Now listen, you think you're cute and maybe you're actually are, but being cute doesn't make it okay for you to be unfaithful.

n during a duel... Yuri....
Wolfram: And why are you taking your clothes off? (to Yuri)
G? Oh my
Celi: Oh dear
Gwendal: Oh please

actually Yuri suggested sumo wrestling..... as a duel btw wolfram n himself...

sorrie juz tok i share sth funny.... this series is hilarious!

hey... so tired... friends....sorrie....

hey... not feeling well at all these days....
haiz that time of e mth... i wasted a wkend n 2day... too tired to study...
to write.. or even to read.... was chatting w cricket yesterday
n i realized it's been a long time since i kept contact w all the others i din c everidae...
i even miz a zhui xing outing due to probs... haiz y like tt?
n it's so difficult to keep in contact w everi1 esp when i m sick n busy...

exams re coming.... i have hundreds of pgs not read for one subject n i have 5!
then i was so tired n could not concentrate...
in the end i ended up reading prince of tennis....

ok.... enough of all these....
i wanted to tell felicia this.... we did not forget abt u my dear....
it's juz so busy n tiring for all of us.... n i feel so stressed these days...
i m realli veri sorrie if u fel tt i have neglected ur friendship....
i m realli sorrie.... realli i mean it frm the bottom of my heart....
it's juz so tiring n i hav been sick... got high fever n all those stuff n w exams coming...
mayb u feel tt these re excuses.... but i hope u can understand...
i do treasure our friendship.... n pls realli pls treasure ur family....
there is always a time when u will feel veri upset abt ur siblings or parents...
i realli do... ok.... mayb i m not a gd person to advise u abt family...
i mean more than half the time i m agruing screaming or shouting at everi1 including my parents.... but there is always tis feeling of gulit n upset in my mind or heart... i dunno...

there re always times when i dun want to go home.... even in pri sch...
i felt neglected n try to keep myself busy in sch... so tt i can delay e time to go home....
but then there was a feeling that u have to go home....
no matter how upset or angry there is always tis feelings to go home....
blood is thicker than water no matter how much one denys it....
the sense of belonging is impt u noe...
when one day a simple act or a small matter happens... u will juz b glad u re home....

ok... mayb u re angry w mi for saying all tt... n i m realli sorrie if i offend u or sth...
but i want to stress i m sure none of us ignored u purposely ok?
it's juz circumstances... i noe these re all excuses but if u hav a prob giv mi a ring ok?
not my hp lah... i no $ i mean my hse.... or juz a msg....
cheer up felicia!a big smile brightens up e day....
n pls dun b angry w mi ok?.....

when u feel tt everything is gone.... look inside u and u noe u re not alone....
pls cheer up... depressed thoughts... throw them away.... they re not gd for health ok...
n ur story continue them hor! i hate it when ppl discontinued their stories esp when i liked to noe wad happens nxt! jia you ok?

n ppl! exams coming! cricket's on wed n xiaomei's on 17.... muz jia you! dun too stressed ok?
n the rest.... i noe sala is panicking alr.... mi 2! everi1 muz not be too stressed n study hor! study hard play hard....

ok... i better go study now! 555~~~ i hate studying!!! why so difficult the topics?.... esp cl i realli have no idea wad it is abt.... 555~~~ jiu min lah!!!!

Thursday, November 09, 2006

pics of kyo....




hey i decided to put up some pics since i find my blog so wordy....

aniway these re frm http://www.animepaper.net/gallery/scans/Kyou-Kara-Maou/
it is pics of kyou kara maou.... e story that is so funny.....
disclaimer: these are all not mine.... so dun sue mi....
if u want the scans go the websites ok?

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

GREAT NEWS!!!

hey i juz read the news!!!
so the rumors re not true after all!!!!
the baby was nvr found!!!!! so see ppl are not tt crazy after all....

it was said tt a couple was quarreling w a baby crying n then the rubbish bin opened loudly....
n there was a loud crash n baby crying....
so ppl called the police n there was a search that lasted for 3hrs....
but nothing found.... not even the couple....
a bit strange? but at least no one threw the baby girl although the baby or her parents were not found..... hey ppl heard the commotion but nothing found... weird....

aniway.... my second sis come back w news that her friends witnessed someone commit sucide....
she said they called the police n it was somewhere on the way frm sch to mrt.... well....i dun realli want to know.....

n ppl... Kyoh Kara Maoh veri nice!!!!!!! realli! have mi laughing on the train....
yes... i did get weird looks.... but it was realli funny!!!! muz read or watch.....
aniway... got ch tut n got back essay.... i got a b.... gd or bad? i dunno juz glad tt i did not fail....
i did all of that within a few days.... whose faults? mine own cause i kept delaying that....
well at least i passed!!! haiz exam coming.....

shd i go for fri zhui xing meeting?
i m tired n got charmed n smallville n goong....
tv veri tempting.....
umm... how?......

disturbing news....

hey! it's it juz e haze or wad? i juz heard e most disturbing news!!!
i mean realli! thugh it was still not confirmed... but this is a rumour.... but rumor based on facts rite?.... aniway the thought of it makes mi go crazy... n it is real life!!!

when i reached home last nite, my mum asked mi if the policemen downstairs were still there?
well, it's ard 8pm n i din see ani police or anithg....
then i was told that ard 5pm onwards that there were policemen n ppl kept looking up....
tis morning my mum told mi wad she had heard..... it WAS SHOCKING!!!

abruptly, someone threw a kid or baby dunno... like i said rumors re always so sketchy....
back to the topic.... the kid was thrown down from the rubbish chute... i dunno wad that is called... just that he/ she landed w the rubbish downstairs! n it is the one rite nxt my hse!!!
i dunno which floor or anithg not even the kid's age or even if he/she was a boy or girl....
but rumors said that there were quarrels.... or conflicts or somethg....

so scary!!! how can someone do tt? hey it's scary tt now as i type there some kid screaming....
now that i tink of it there are quite a lot of kids in my block... probably cause my hse is so near the sch.... aniway i m not sure if tis is true cause there re still rumors...n the news din says anithg.... mayb can hope?

hey sorrie if my blog is full of all these stuff.... i will try to min tis thgs i tink....
aniway.... still cant believe someone did tt.... in real life too.... haiz now nid to go off.... ch tut in 2hrs nid to eat shower..... then go sch..... i hate studying.........

so scary..... muz be the haze....
beware of the haze....
cause it can turn ur mind into a daze....
n ur life into a maze!!!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

camera?

hey ok... i juz want to ask ppl.... can u take a photo in the toilet? isn't there some law or wadever tt says u cant take one there? by the way speaking of toilets... jurong point toilets veri veri nice.... it's veri high tech... ok... i mean the design is beautiful...

but aniway... i juz want to relate sth i have heard yesterday n i felt tt it is veri wrong at least for tt adult.... i was told it was an auntie... i m not sure if this is the exact thg that happened... after all i m not there.... n it is sec sources but tis is wad i understand.....

ok i start at e begining... my sis was having swimming lessons in the mornings n my mum was helping the teachers to look after the children or thgs... basically juz there to make sure they din do anithg dangerous n were not lost....
aniway... due to time constraint, the teachers told the children to knock on the door of a cubicle if ani of them was taking too long. and to check if anione was left behind since they have lessons after that in school.

then there was tis girl who banged on one of the door. however, it turned out tt it was not a student but an adult inside. the auntie got veri angry and kept scolding the girl. then they said they were sorry but the auntie refused to leave and ended up taking photos of the toilet. then there were a lot of children waiting poutside for their turns to use the toilet but the auntie juz took her time...

i mean pls lah... u re an adult leh n wad's worse is that she did not reply anithg and the poor girl was juz knocking to see if there was ani1 inside since it took so long.... haiz... n she was saying that the girl was so rude to knock on people's door n asked them to hurry....
then again, the adult din tink tt there are so many ppl waiting outside n they nid to leave on the sch bus.... she felt tt it's her rite or sth....

i mean haiz.... i juz write tis out cause i feel that it is veri inconsiderate of her.... n e thg that makes mi want to wrote tis on my blog is that that auntie actually WANT TO COMPLAIN to the sch or i dunno where!!! she said that tis thg shd not be done!!!! i mean the girl apologised... the teacher apologised even the parent volunteer apologised to her n there was a long quence outside.... n she still feel tt everi1 except her is at fault.... haiz....

aniway juz as i said b4 i m writing not to offend anione juz to speak my mind....
mayb it is wrong for someone to keep hurrying a stranger in the toilet... but first she din noe it is a stranger... secondly.... she apologised n she has valid reason.... so juz let it go.....
after all, letting go is sth that ia impt in a person's aspect of life....
if u can't let thgs go... u might have regrets even when u die.....
aniway.... tt's juz my feelings.... hope tt no one is really offended.... n again... tis is juz sec i heard it frm others so might not be exactly the same but tis is wad i understood....

i hope tt ppl can be less petty in tis world....
n sorrie how come i kept on complaining abt tis stuff recently?.... umm.... muz be the haze....
so mayb the haze made ppl do bad thgs... :p
first it is the anoymous at my sis's blog.... she asked everi1 to shut their big mouths....
n sorrie i also veri bad cause i ask her if she typed w her mouth..... :p hey she makes mi angry first! n i din realli shout at her i typed thgs not shout thgs :p....
aniway... i hope that i know lesser such thgs....
n i realli nid to continue working on my stories!!!!
take care every1! exams coming then hols!!!! i want go Kbox!!!!!!!!