angry....

i dunno why....

h aiz
a ngry is my middle name
t he anger in my mind...
e verything in my mind is crazy....

e verything is so red....
v ery red....
e verything is so blur....
r egardless of what i see....
y ? i dunno? i feel like exploding....
t he anger in my heart exploding....
h ey!!! AAH!!! AAH!!!
i want to scream in frustration....
n i want to die....
g oing crazy....
! my world is darkening.....

let it darken.....

an argument w my parents.... sometimes...... i juz wish.....
i m dead..... but then wish is juz a wish....
sleep and let tmr be a better day?.... oni a wish....
but then still nid to wish a wish.... i nid the hope....