Thursday, December 11, 2008

looking back...

looking back...
i realized that friends are impt...
but sad to say...

i did not have a lot of close friends...
lots of maybe "hi-bye" friends...
it's difficult to make really close friends...
maybe for me...
it's the prob of commitment?

it's nearing the end of year n looking back...
i have lost contact w a lot of ppl...

it's juz the need for constant commitment is sth i have a prob w?
cause it is difficult to send constant sms when ur hp is running out of $...
i hate msn...
well... cause i tink i enjoy reading or watching more than chatting?

it's difficult to meet up when everione has their own thgs to do...

n more imptly... it's difficult to meet up if u like different thgs...

friends...

was watching zhong hua xiao dang jia and saiunkoku, reading one piece, fan fictions of gundam wing, yu yu hakuso...

n i realize that having close friends is impt...

like in saiunkoku...
i tink kouyuu n shuuei was veri close...
esp the way shuuei was looking after kouryuu...
welll mayb since kouyuu was always getting lost...
n he said he will always be there to lead him back...
well that started years ago during civil examinations when kouyuu got lost gg to toilet haha...
i love kouyuu though not sure if there's how his name is spelt....

also there's seiran n ensei...
both of them are so close though seiran refused to admit to that... haha
he said he rather rely on locusts... but ensei said he's more reliable since he appears all year round even in winter when there's no locusts... haha...
n seiran says there's the characteristics of a pest...lol i love seiran's humour!
aniway they are so close...
n they understand each other well...

then in one piece, they are always helping one another...
like getting robin back though they are so funny sometimes but it's touching... the way they believe and trust in each other...

it's time like this...
that i realize we shd treasure the friends n family we have...

it's by chance we meet but it's by choice that we become friends...

be happy. be strong. belong....

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