down........

if oni sunlight can shine into my world...

i dunno why...

but things seemed to go wrong?

feeling a bit depressed these days...

tok can go out on sat but in the end cancelled...

it's the first time i got 6 sms the moment i looked at my hp...

but it's ok... i understand...

it's juz a bit disappointing......

had been anticipating for the hols...

but spent the days at home or tuition...

but i m ok with that...

i enjoy teaching though some days were a bit tiring...

today... had tuition again... oni this sun...

juz to help up... but i must say... it took my mind off thgs...

when i came out...

i received sms that made mi a bit down...

it's ok...

aniway... juz a bit disappointed cause i tok can find a job that has a friend to do with... more fun... but nvr mind... it's ok... realli...

aniway... dun tink i got the job either way... haha...

n i tink i nid more time to concentrate on my tuitions...

heehee... tinking up more difficult qns? haha... i m evil :p

by the way... juz asking ard

anione rmb how u study eng for psle?...

n anione got a* for eng? i oni got an a...

mayb can tell mi how to study? haha...

haha... i cant rmb how i study except doing countless test papers...

but then for the other sms...

i m once again... feels ignored...

it's like wad i say dun matter...

n still send mi the sms...

i m ok... juz a bit down frm the fact that i had repeated countless times that i have tuition that day... that's why i cant go out on that day for the past few weeks...

n mayb i dun realli want to go to make the atmosphere awkward...

but i cant help but feeling a bit down abt that...

mayb i m juz crazy...

haha...

it's juz ... i noe i cant make it... n it makes mi a bit sad that everione has friends to go out w...

mayb it's the same like u re left out...

it's juz that... i m juz a bit upset that no one realli listen...

cause i did send a few sms that i m busy on that day of the week...

but then again... i cant make it for the rest of the week as well...

n thirdly, i dun realli want to go n spoil thgs for others...

haiz... i m juz so ... crazy?... haha...

yeah hate myself some time...

aniway... i tink i shd juz forget everithg n worked on my stories n tuition...

makes thgs easier...

i tink i shd think less work more...

n stop playing puzzlequest!!!

haiz... i even fell asleep thinking abt the gems...

haha...

there's even a puzzle which i try for a few days n i solved it when i was playing n watching tv at the same time... talk abt stepping back n looking again... haha...

i returned the cd-rom le...

cant play animore...

but i tink can play wout cd... hee... i m tempted again...

mayb i shd juz dig out all the rpg games in the hse...

but then all those are fighting one... well at least save some of my brain cells... haha...

aniway... my blog becoming more n more depressing...

ok... will upload some happy thgs nxt haha... ^_^