probs?

i dunno why...
but felt so agaited n upset...
tears feel like flowing but i dunno want them to...
they are meaningless tears...

i dunno why...
but i realli hate reality...
when can my life be free frm probs?
when can i realli smile n be happy?

i dunno why...
but i realli m angry...
not at ani1 but myself...
or mayb towards the whole world... i dunno...

sometimes... i realli want an out....

unlucky?

haiz...
yesterday also veri unlucky... or mayb a little lucky... i dunno

1st i have universe tut at 10am
i reached buona vista mrt at ard 9.25am...
and i waited till 9.55am b4 ani 95 that i can take comes!!!
2 of the buses went off because too full alr...
n it made mi late 4 abt 5min to my tut...
but a lot of ppl late as well...
so still ok...

then i waited at the canteen, reading a storybk...
yes when i m suppsoed to be studying...
then saw my cousin... veri seldom see him at all since he's at computing...
turns out that he is taking the science of music...
they juz have a mid-term...n i look at the papers...
i want to take tis module!!!
but nxt sem... it clashed w my ch module...
muz wait till nxt nxt sem!!! haiz...
then he told mi of another busstop to take 95 when there are fewer ppl!!!...
i shd have asked him earlier... nxt time i m gg to use that busstop!

then i decided to go into the lt n wait...
n i have stomachache... i went into the lt 20 min earlier n i went to the toilet a few times b4 the lect even started... mayb it's because of my that time of the mth...
finally i juz told xiujuan that i go home 1st...
juz b4 i go... it turned out that the star gazing had changed dates...
n i din catch the new date!!!
i have to apply leave again!!!
worst thing is!!! no one noe when it had been changed...
apparently... the few of them had alr gone so no one listened to when the new date is...
haiz... guess i might have to s u tis module...
exams bad... now might even lose the 5 pts for star gazing....
n that's why i hate missing lect... i always din get the infor i nid after that...

that's not all...
due to my constant nid to be in the toilet...
i had to cancel one of my tuition...
i felt like canceling the other one at yishun as well...
but there was a new boy coming...
so i rested as well as i can at home till evening to go tuition...
yes resting means i m watching inuyasha... i borrowed the dvd frm the nlb... n reading my storybk... though half the time i m grumbling abt stomach cramps... haha...

haiz... finally i managed to endure till 9pm then rushed home...
yes i nid the toilet!!!
my mum kept asking mi what i had eaten but realli i cant rmb...
i tink i ate too much fried food le...

then i went to shower...
n the most scariest thing happened...
i wahed my face n reached for the facial foam...
due to the water i din see where i was reaching...
i juz take the thing n then i washed my face then finally when i was abt to put it back...
the place where i was touching juz now... had a big brown beetle!!!
veri big one... ok mayb not that big... but it is almost the size of an adult cockroach...
n i was touching it earlier!!!
no wonder i tok why there seemed to be something touching my fingers juz now...
it was that bettle's legs which was still moving even when i was watching it !!!
aaagh!!! i was so shocked n i quickly ran out of the toilet and asked my dad to watch it...
i hate all these insects!!!

haiz... then finally i sat down to watch d grey man after i showered...
my dad threw that beetle outside... he said that it was a "gu"...
wadever it is, its legs are hairy... i can feel it... yuck...
finally went to sleep when show ended...
spent a sleepless night n woke up at 7am... since then i m using the com...

ok nid to go le...
i tink i m realli unlucky.... haiz...

weird person...

haiz...
2day so tiring...
juz came back frm tuition center...
another day gone but my term paper still not finished...

went to causeway 2day...
to buy dinner as well as find some infor...
causeway pasa maram ending...
so bought a waffer hotdog to eat...
borrowed some dvd to watch... inuyasha...

then boarded the bus to go home...
at one of the stop a man in mid thirties boarded...
he sat nxt to me n started to talk... yes to me...
i was listening to my hp when the person asked mi the time...
i told him n he still asked again...
then i showed him the time...
he grabbed my hand to see the time... at least 3 times...
then he started to ask mi if i was working...
n i said no... then he asked the time again... yes he grabbed my hand again!
i like so confused at wad he was doing...
n the auntie in front of mi... turned to look at him 2 times le...
i tink the auntie also felt weird...
cause the auntie saw mi sitting behind her when she boarded the bus earlier than the man...
then the man started talking abt how hard it was to find a job...
i like juz smiled... not knowing wad to do...
then he asked mi where i lived n he asked if i got go to the cai shen temple b4 or not...
then i saw the industries site n told him i m getting off...
then i walked towards the door n pressed the bell...
but it was not my stop!!!
due to his constant talking i saw the wrong stop...
there was another stop b4 my actual stop...
but then i cant stay on the bus...
so i juz got down... n walked 5 min...
with a heavy bag n my family's dinner...
so heavy! n veri unlucky lah!!!

haiz... realli hate my luck sometimes ...
guess i muz pray to my lucky stars for some gd luck...

stars stars burning bright...
lucky star lucky star in the night
pls pls hear my cry...
n i hope u will not be wry...
cause i m realli serious...
pls send mi some good luck!

STEPS-"Better Best Forgotten"

STEPS -"Better Best Forgotten"

a song i like veri much...

well i decided to practise my translation skills every wed by translating a song?

haha... juz a lame attempt...

n a disclaimer... the song is not mine... i oni tried to translate... so pls dun sue mi...

If only you read my mind

You'd see I was hurt inside

A thousand times I've told myself

it's over (it's over)

But the story has just begun

And darling whats done is done

It's time to change and leave the past behind

只有进入我的心里，你才会知道我真的受伤了。

我已告诉过自己一千多次，

事情已过去，（无法挽回了。）

但是做过的事已无法改变了。

我只能改变自己，抛开过去，重新来过。

Why should we know all the answers

Or how the story ends (so baby)

我们为什么要知道所有的答案，

还有故事的结局？不知道又如何呢？（所以）

Let's take a chance on a happy ending

(Let's) turn the page and stop pretending

The past can stop a heart from mending

It's time to let go 'cos baby you know

Some things are better best forgotten

我们就来赌一个好结局，

翻开新的一页，别再假装，

过去的种种无法阻止一个破碎的心修复。

现在是放手的时候了，因为你要知道

有些事最好是忘了才好！

And baby we can't pretend

In time the scars will mend

Please believe me there‘s a chance

let's take it (let's take it)

And maybe at last we'll find

That love should be true not blind

You can't decieve a heart that's open wide

现在我们不可以再假装，

时间会治好所有的伤痕。

相信我，还有机会。

握住它，（别放手，）

也许到最后我们会发现

爱情应该是真诚而不是盲目

一个敞开的心是无法被欺骗的。

(And) even now it's not to late

To change the story's end (so baby)

而现在还不是太迟。

还是可以把故事的结局改掉。（所以）

Let's take a chance on a happy ending

(Let's) turn the page and stop pretending

The past can stop a heart from mending

It's time to let go 'cos baby you know

Some things are better best forgotten

我们就来赌一个好结局，

翻开新的一页，别再假装，

过去的种种无法阻止一个破碎的心修复。

现在是放手的时候了，因为你要知道，

有些事情最好是忘了才好！

The story has just begun

Darlin' what's done is done

It's time to leave the past behind

故事已开始了，

做过的事也无法改了。

现在是抛开过去的时候了！

haha... i tink my translatn veri bad... wad do u all tink? :p

tears?

<专偷初吻的天使>-小米拉
a veri touching book...
as wad yiwen had told mi...
the story is almost the same as the jap show, "one litre of tears"
but neverthe less to say...
the bk was realli touching ...
i like crying thru the whole bk...

but dun like the ending...
n tink it will be better if juz watched the movie...

but then the message is impt...
treasure ur friends n family...
they are impt...
it is better to live life to its fullest n wout regrets...
so ppl who are down... jiayou! gan batte kudasai!
n most imptly, nvr lose hope!

happy bday, xiujuan!!!

hey... juz a short update...
to wish xiujuan a big happy birthday!!!

生日快乐！！！

may u be happy always! older by one year but prettier?
haha... dunno wad to say...
many ppl complain my wishes always the same...

juz stay happy n healthy!!!

new blog

so many thgs had happened...
finish a mid term test...
exams 4 pri sch coming...
nid to have extra tuition lessons soon...
3 term papers to be handed in soon..
havent started yet...

haiz...
go orchard lib today...
finish reading a super nice basketball manga!
it's oni 7 bks n not as actn packed as slam dunk but it's great!
veri simple story...
but not veri popular in japan i tink...
but i love it so do my 2 sis...

aniway... finish i sidetrack...
i juz want to say...
i have to make another blog for ch2271...
n figure i made another one for my fan fics...
used a lot of time today to figure out how to change the template haiz...
too long din use le...

aniway... gg to be busy...
mayb mia for some time? i dunno...
mayb i blog again tmr? :p