news- octuplets' mother

ok... i decided to start taking note about news...

this is something i heard earlier on the radio quite sometime ago...
n juz saw a short clip on tv the other day abt an interview...
n saw one on you-tube... so sharing it here...



it is a controversial issue...
i still dun realli understand how the mother is gg to support the children...
being a mother is a huge n serious responsibilty....

aniway...
i was signing out of hotmail n saw this...

Porn war breaks out over octuplets' mother

article here...
http://news.sg.msn.com/topstories/article.aspx?cp-documentid=2642917

a porn company had offered $ n a year of health insurance for the mother if she stars in a porn movie...
but a rival company wanted her to reject...n in return gave her a year supply of diapers for the octuplets...
n also telling her to think of her children...

i think responisibilty us a key issue here...
$ and the image of their mother are both impt thgs...

i really dun understand why teh mother insisted on having children after having 6 children n esp when she's unsupported...?

but then this is juz my opinion...

this is sth not for mi to judge... there might be more reasons for her actions... at least i hope so...

i also saw a news sometime ago at juan's blog...
abt the 13 yr old father...
he looks like 8 but he's a father...

wad re the responisiblty of having a child?
having children are not simple at all...
can you be a father or mother to your child as your parents have been?
can you have the faith in ability in supporting your child? both $ n emotionally?
i tink this is impt...

i was reading saiunkoku n there was this part abt adopting a child...
well basically Reishin adopted Kouyuu when Shouka(his older brother) adopted Seiran... that's teh reason he gave Kouyuu but we all hope it was not...

Yuri asked Reishin when he brought Kouyuu home if he is able to be someone as Shouka had been to him? a child looks up to his parents. his parents will be his whole world at least until he grows up... to Kouyuu, Reishin had become his entire world... whatever he did, it was just to help his Reishin-sama since Reishin-sama took him off the streets and gave him a lot of thgs... this leads to the whole story of bk 13... where he had to learn to live for himself...

parents are everything to a young child...
n frm lots of books like fruit basket, kara kanojou no jibou, child of our time, supper nanny n many more...

even in fan fics... n i have to say i saw a lot more stories abt how parents can change the lives of children....

reminds mi of childhood n youth module last sem... lol
sometimes little thgs that a parent did influence a lot on children...

n well... i had been hearing a lot of such news lately...
n i realli think family relations are something that is always mysterious yet warm... it is soemthing that you can't changed n something worth cherishing no matter how much you argue or quarrel now...
n i strongly hope that everyone can treasure these relations cause they are not something of little importance. they are not something you can break easily... but something that can be damaged far too easily...

updates!

ok... it's been a long time since i updated my daily journal..

ok mayb not so daily....

aniway...
these few weeks were so hectic... n i wasn't feeling well
had a cold n then my gastric having probs...
tink because my timing for meals were off... well i was rushing all my work...

for last week...
i forgot i got to hand in a response paper on fri...
well... since got project miting w sijia n kelly
i decided to complete it on thur nite n hand in on fri morning...
i was lucky too...
my tuition got changed to fri nite... instead of thur nite...

fri is my free day n i had to go sch...
n i realized that day that our reiko had psychic power...lol
ok... we were at perak point (the red sofas place in lib i tink there's the name 3 yrs n i still cant recognize the writing on the glass)
n i told kelly n sijia that juan n wenya walked by...outside teh glass area towards the stairs or somewhere far away...
n then after we decided to go for lunch...
we saw them again... n juan said... wenya heard my voice calling her juz now?!!!

we were inside the soundproof area n she heard my name???
n then after lunch... we studied in teh canteen, i was waiting for my cousin cause nided to help her find some books...
i decided to go earlier to serach teh bks so when she came i juz pass her teh books to borrow since i had tuition later...
n as i was walking well.. looking at books... i got lots of term papers n midterm to find the books on...
n suddenly, wenya appeared behind mi...
she was studying in sch n saw... my shoes...
haha kept seeing her... by the way nid to pay her some $...

aniway,
after miting my cousin n we went to take the bus to mrt together, i went to get dinner for my family n reached home,rest a while n off to tuition...

only to find the boy was late n came oni at 9pm!!!
so it ended at ard 10.30pm but luckily my boss asked mi to take teh taxi w him...
so it wasnt that late by teh time i reached home...

sat... i felt so bad... supposed to study w xinying... but she busy so changed to sun...
i got lots of thgs to work on... actually still a lot today but i was reading n playing on the com...so... i die le...

sun... my mum actually wanted mi to stay home cause somehow my cold still hadnt recovered more than a week le...
but i mit xinying...yup i was late again...
n hopefully din pass the germs to her :p
before taht receieved a call frm boss to work but firstly i got too much thgs to finish deadlines to mit n 2ndly i was a bit sick... there's a lot of kids there so unsafe... plus teh fact taht the oni reason he called was because he was sick... m i the one who passed the germs to him? :p
so sun was a bit fulfilling in terms of my studies...

but i wanted to rant a bit!!!
i saw a thick bk at bishan on singapore cinemas... the exact same thgs as the notes Kelly lebt mi... n 3 copies too! i typed the com n realized that smb had copies too... so might as well go sun plaza n borrow rite... the bk was so heavy...
so i happily took teh train b4 that mi n xinying saw the popular fair at junction 8 n i bought 3 bks... my $!!!
anyway when i got to smb lib... the bk was borrowed i tink.... aaaargh!
now i have to go somewhere else to borrow the book le! haiz...

aniway...
this week is recess week n i m so tired...
it's not like i did anything...
i oni played on the com n it's wed!!!
mon went to celebrate yiwen's bday the post b4 tis...
tue played n tried to figure out how to register for the moe thg which had countless prob n the application i sent made mi feel like i m such a lousy person? :p haiz...

i spent the whole of yesterday to decide on the 3 pieces of work i decided to transcript for cl term paper... n i decided to stick to my original qns for modern lit term paper though teh qns is juz too popular... but i like the qns...n i nid to finish everything b4 tmr... nid to hand in by this fri!!!
i havent started...

a super long post... i noe i m a babbling person or nagging? :p

yiwen's bday!!!

ok.. supposed to upload latest by yesterday but...

aniway here's the pics!

n a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to yiwen...

all the best for this new year!!!

smile always n take care!!!

ok.. we celebrated on mon...

wanted to go east coast but...

rain rain fall that day...

though we met at amk... we travelled to jurong point cause of old town white coffee cafe there!

then we met kelly n xinying at suntec crystal jade where we had our dinner...

yun dan had 2 leave earlier n we walked to esplanade...

n finally home~

here's the pics!

my immortal by Evanescence

i saw an amv of prince of tennis using this song... n it really stick to my mind...

lyrics frm
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/evanescence/my_immortal.html

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

translation?...

我已厌倦了这里，
一直压抑着那些幼稚的恐惧，
如你要走，就走吧！
不要徘徊，这只会使我更忘不了你。

伤口好像无法痊愈，
这痛好真实好痛，
能被时间淡忘的好少好少。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

你的光芒一直吸引着我，
但现在的我已被你的过去捆绑着，
曾经是美好的梦，现在已成了噩梦，
你的声音夺走了我一切的理智。
伤口好像无法痊愈，
这痛好真实好痛，
能被时间淡忘的好少好少。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

我努力告诉自己你已离开了，
告诉自己就算你还在，
我还是独自一人，一直以来都是孤独一人。

当你哭时，我会擦干你的泪。
当你歇斯底里时，我会赶走你所有的恐惧。
这些年来，我一直都握着你的手
你还有我，我的一切的一切。

有勇无谋

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无论风多大，它还是继续往前进。
无论太阳如何无情地打在它身上，它还是往前进。
它坚信只要穿过这沙丘，只要在前进一点，它便可以找到属于它的乐园。
当它提议穿越这片沙漠时，它得到的只有反对的声音。但这阻止不了它。即使是孤军作战，它也不改初衷。只要有勇气与毅力，没什么是无法被克服的。

只要多一点，再多一点。。。

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“琳！在做什么？回家了！”

“姐！你看！有一只蚂蚁一直在那沙盒里转圈圈！真是笨！这样爬，要爬到几时？要弄清楚方向才走嘛！”

“是啦，是啦！你最厉害! 要清楚该往哪走才走！现在回家了！会走吗？”

“当然会咯！”

“琳！跟你讲了不要跑还跑！而且走错了！笨蛋！”

canto anime songs...

since i cant seem to tink or do anithg else...
i cant even drink my fav longan n eat the fried food n lots of chocolate at home....!
feel so down...

well juz some videos i found...
i found interesting...
i was looking for the morning sun documentary n found these...
haha no link i noe...

it's saiunkoku in canto... n naruto as well... still got few more...
din noe there's such videos ^_^

this is the original song... realli nice!


the canto one...


also the same canto one...


naruto canto...






an a super funny clip!!! cosplay?

sick! have a cold..

i m so sick!!!
normally sick cause of stomach cramps every month...

but this time...
i caught a cold...
can't stop coughing, sneezing n having sore throat...

feel so tired but so uncomfortable n cant sleep...
took some medicine but feel like a fever is coming...

haiz...

so juz some ranting since supposed to email a thought paper on the documentary that's 2 hr long... n i took 2 days to finish watching?!
cause kept pausing as i nid tissues or water...
i hate being sick!!!!!

then i havent touch the rdgs then still got a response paper...
i m dying...... haiz...

ok... juz some ranting... i cant tink.... help?!!!