haircut

hey... i have a haircut today...
$8... but cut le like nvr cut like that...
it is still the same except it is shorter....
n i want to say tis to all my friends....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

well... i juz took a pic of my teddy bear....
i was looking thru the photos today...
n tis bear is w mi in a photo when i was simply a baby!!!
long live teddy!

vivo city!

hey had a realli fun day at vivo city... the scenery is sure nice...
i love the sea!!!
ok...not that i found ani shop i realli like except for mayb daiso n giant!
but i din buy anithg...

i oni buy a notebk gift frm giant n the $2 machine i got a lei sword which become the official trophy for the monopoly game... pics for the notebk package above.. ^_^
n the sword is sure sharp!

so currently it is w xianhao our wumi is the winner !!!
sob... i also want to win...
n i realize that wenya better not buy any stocks in real life....
不听欣怡言，吃亏在眼前...
i said the stocks will drop le but haiz...

aniway i want to continue!!!
i almost catch up w wumi le... ok still long way but i m closing to the target le!!!
ok... it was fun but nxt time muz ask wenya xiaojie to tink of where to eat first b4 gg aniwhere...
my feet hurts... due to walking endlessly...
my shoulder hurts... due to laptop...
but i m realli happy i din watch movie....
poor xianhao n xinying got so tired of her questioning....
aniway... hans was a good place to eat....
veri full meal compared to others...

aniway... nid to tink of songs for the rest of them for nxt kbox session....
n wenya gave mi songs i din even noe exist... 555~~~

phew.... exams results out...

hey...
juz checked my results...
ok to tell the truth i dunno if my results re gd or bad....
but aniway... i din fail ani of them....
so i m happy enough...
juz sth that realli bothers mi but... haiz...

i got a mixture of b+ n b-s...
dun i ask mi why i dun like b cause i also dunno...
why can't all my b-s be b?!!!

aniway...
ch which i m majoring in oni get b-!!! haiz...
same w cl and sw.... all i used to consider for majoring in...
i got oni b-...
then history n political science i got b+....
realli werid lor! how come i do better there but not chinese sw?
haiz... since i declare major le...
i will work hard nxt sem!!!
i promise.... no more skipping readings n last min work!
that's my new year resoln!!!

aniway my cap is 3.4....
i dunno if that is gd or bad...
but i noe nxt sem muz improve....
frm wad i check... that is 3rd class honours....
nid to improve le!!!
actually i juz hope to pass....

wonderful days....

well.... i have going out everyday frm afternoon to nite tis 2 days....
so no time to update... i love hols!!! n i changed the blogskin as yiwen had seen...
i love tis fallen angel pic!!! i changed all the colours of the words... i like it to be colourful as well as the size of the words... n the words as well....
how was it?...

aniway... i tink start talking or riting... abt the day b4...

i went to bugis w wenya n xinying...
it was great! i went to the natnal lib n found the prince of tennis comics!!!
but cant borrow all cause too heavy... so sad....
aniway... i finished them 2day n regret terribly at the fact that i din borrow 19 n 20...
i love fuji n eiji!!! they are so cool!!! ok... sorrie i sidetrack...
aniway... i was supposed to go popular.... wow! there re a lot of bks at bras basah complex!!!
n... we went ard helping xinying w her christmas gift....
n our wenya xiaojie... got hungry veri soon... so we went to eat there too...
then we went to bugis street.... n search for present n look for my shoes...
ok... i din get anythg... n we took a LONG LONG time b4 finding sth....
n i reached home very late... actually later than wad i tol my mum... i told her 7-8pm but i reached home oni at abt 9.30pm... but my mum cooked prawns n there were a lot of them!!! so nice! my dad brought them home from my grandma's n tt day was the dongzhi... i love tangyuan!!! they are delicious.... aniway i had a great time there... n we were laughing at almost everithg....

however, there was sth that made mi veri unhappy.... when we were going out of the complex towards the bugis street...
there was tis girl who wants us to donate...
ok.. since i am a person who can juz bring oni $5 out for shopping...
ok i oni want to window shop ma... so why bring so much $?
i dun want to donate n i m not beng not compassionate or anithg... it's juz tt i m not working... sch's starting... nid to buy a lot of thgs like txtbks... n most imptly... i feel tt i m not using my own $ but my parents' i dun have e rite to spend anythg wout asking...
hey i did ask my mum b4 i buy the comics ok? as well as other thgs....
ok... back to the topic... so first off, i din have a lot of $ w mi... but she kept talking to us...
then she told us that one coupon is $10...
i was going wow... i can use that for 2 comics or 5 meals alr....
then she kept asking us to buy... so since we see the license n knew that she is frm ncss...
then we tink ok lor.... e 3 of us shared n donate $10....
then the girl was like huh? oni one... then she kept asking us to buy another one...
we told her we re still students n tried to go off...
then she like saying... u all so not compaaionate 3 ppl oni buy one... muz buy another...
i was veri unhappy.... did she tink tt everi1 is so rich?
i m donating ard $3.50 alr.. tt is a lot to mi cause that is a meal to mi then she still feel tt we are not doing our part to help the society? pls lor! i m not frm a well to do family... oni my dad is working n there are 5 of us in the family... n i want to find a part time job if possible alr...
if i m someone who could afford to juz spend $10 away wout a glance i dun mind donating but truth is i m not.... n i dun tink ani1 is... $10 is a lot.... at least to mi...so i m veri unhappy w her assumption n i noe i also veri rude lah... but i m veri unhappy... so i juz like sorrie we re students n dun have much $ n then we juz walked off.... haiz... why do ppl always tink tt everi1 is so rich?
i dun understand... juz because of hp? mine is w mi for so long... n i m not the one who brought tt...

aniway... that thg aside....

yesterday, my family n i went out together!
it seemed quite long we go out shopping as a family....
aniway... we went to gusilin first to pay respects to my granny at somerset...
then we walked to orchard n have lunch.... we go to a closing down sale of a shopping center i forgot wad n shopped there.... we din buy anythg actually... but it was fun...
then we went to popular to buy thgs... n we stayed there for a LONG LONG time....
bought a lot of stationery.... n my youngest sis's assement...
then we went back to sunplaza n have dinner at the bus interchange... it is a veri small caferia n oni few seats but the wind is veri nice n food is cheap.... much cheaper than food court...
aniway then we went to bata to buy sch shoes for my 2 sis... both white shoes spoilt le....
well... i go lib while waiting for them...
then off to sunplaza's popular to buy the A4 paper.... 5 packets for $19.90...
n look ard some more... then we went home....
it was fun... though my sis kept looking at clothes for new year as well as clothes that can be worn to banquets.... it was tiring no doubt but it was fun as well though we did have our share of disagreements... n i realize i m still veri lost in orchard.... well... i oni like to go taka cause of lib n the arts friend n cineleisure... cause long john silver is there n the cinemas re there... the rest i have no idea....
so hope tt the nxt few days could be fun as well...
n today is christmas eve! actually i tink supposed to go ah gong's hse but everi1 is tired...
so staying at home... n it is gg to rain again... so home sweet home!!!

letting go...

after watching the recent few episodes of tian wai fei xian as well as other stories n fan fics....
i realized sth...
love is not sth to be gripped tightly....
not juz sth that one has to hold firmly to...
love is sth that one muz hold firmly to yet able to let go...

actually not juz love....
i feel that everythg in life shd be held firmly...
all the thgs shd be cherished n treasured....
all including the sad and hurtful thgs....
yet... all these thgs shd be able to be let go when neccessary....

like memories....
one can't hold them forever....
yes... i feel that u can't throw away ur memory cause they are painful...
they shd be kept and learnt then let it go....
juz like death... u can't keep tinking abt somethg that had happened....
yes... u kept the memory of the person in ur heart...
that is where that person lived forever....
yet... u can't juz live in memory...
u nid to accept the fact... the memory... n then let it go...
let the person go....
i feel that then that is love....
love shd not be selfish..... even if the one u love is gone they are other ppl who care abt u...
don't let them worry or b sad bcause of u....
smile....
u can cry... the tears will always dry ....
tmr will be a brand new day....

no...
it is not forgetting abt the bad thgs...
it is keeping them... accepting them n then let them go....

but then... saying all tis is easy but doing them will be another thg....
but then one nids to try....
so what if u cry?
so what if tears will not dry?
juz do ur best n be proud....
u have not fail...
for time will heal everythg....
n one day u will be able to let go....
so jia you... another day will be there...

haiz... i tink i getting depressed....
no! muz smile n be happy! like tis? >_<
maybe not.... but gan batte?

presents!!!>_<

ok... last nite i blogged a whole chunk of words....
so i tok put in some pics of my presents!!!
i took some photos w e cam...
i took 30 n oni 3 made it....
i mean the cam veri difficult to adjust n it is veri old so i nid to take a lot in order to have one nice one.... ok...

frm the left is e blue dolphin wenya gave mi... then xianhao gave mi the horse w the keychain xinying gave mi... n e cup xinying gave mi.... n then the wrappers n a letter frm wenya under them.... n thanks a lot all of u for the presents esp wenya for the letter...
see they are all so kawaii!!! >_<

great day!!!>_<

yeah!!!
i m so happy yesterday n today!!!
i m finally able to talk about what i have been doing for the last month!!!
i have been preparing the zhui xing christmas present....
now can reveal the contents of the presents!!! great sense of achievement >_<

ok... all of them have the same thgs in a box named the "treasure box"!!!...
1. a book... named the pursuit of the star christmas ed...
veri tiring....all handmade... i wake up at 7am 2day to finish wumi n sala's 2day
basically the bk is div into 3 parts n have lots of pgs.... pgs are construction paper which i cut into smaller pieces....
1st is the songs... theme song... all the char songs n ending song lyrics
2nd is the bio data of the characters....
3rd is a special christmas story with the characters...
abt 2600 wds... took mi a long time to write... i have been writing since after exams... yesterday evening then finished.... so happy!!!
a copy of tis will be uploaded in the zhui xing blog!!!
2. a weapon keychain for each char using beads.... spear, wand n bow and arrow....
3. i bought a pendant for each person n attach it to a friendship band...
4. a bookmark of each char
5. goodies i made from the story meaning... a paper feather i made myself... a leaf made frm felt n foam...coloured transparent stone bought frm giftland n a lemon scented candle frm abc shop that are bought 2gether w the box.... all the goodies wrapped 2gether in a cellophone paper or a net....
that's all... hope they like it....
aniway i spent the last few days making them after i finished typing the story....

aniway it was great today!!!
ok... maybe the weather is not so gd....
first it was thunder n lightning as i left the hse.... i was late!!! so sorrie....
muz finish present b4 i go out....
but i m not latest ok...
then we sang at kbox....
haiz i choose all the songs i nvr sang b4.... n esp songs i dun even noe how to sing....
haiz... i dun even tink i can win ani of the com....
but the place was quite gd actually... there are 2 tvs though i oni see the bottom one....

a veri funny thg is that i sing the song until veri werid cause i cant see the lyrics due to xinying blocking the tv frm mi... n i was trying hard to look at the tv n singing and trying to move.... then xinying who was STILL blocking the tv frm mi... her back was to mi ask why i sang so werid n wenya answered frm mi that every1 will sing weird weird if they cant see the lyrics.... so in the end i laughed so much n cant finish the song... haiz.... i lost the competitn...

ok... we sang veri veri long.... by the time we come out... ok it is still raining n it was ard 3.30pm... so we went to mac.... but some drinks... turn out i veri stupid... kbox drink ice lemon tea... go mac still buy ice lemon tea... haiz...
we calculated all the scores for the songs we sang... results can be found at the zhui xing blog...
ok... i dunno why but i almost put everi1 the same score...
n no surprise superstar won... it was always a fight btw him n xinying n sometimes wenya... mi... i dun tink i can sing well... meaning i got distracted too easily... hey not everi time my fault ok.... but well....

then we play monopoly on wenya's laptop... din get to continue the old one...
use back the same char... i STILL veri unlucky lor.... kept giving $ to ppl... as in i got the unlucky spirit to possess my char... y mi? ok... wenya also unlucky... she got to be in jail for 14 days!!!
then i got tis unlucky turn nid to spin a wheel to see how much day to stay in xianhao's hotel... i wanted 1 day since it is 1-4 days... guess wad... i got 4!!! then there is tis machine to spin to see how much $ to giv each player!!! 0-9 for each of the 3 digit n guess wad?... i nid to pay $962 to each player!!!! i bankrupt le!!! so unlucky!!! then i finally got gd luck n can spin this wheel to receive $ n guess wad!!! still the same 0-9 for each digit n there is 3 digits... n i oni got $165... wad is tis?!!! y m i so unlucky?!!! then the laptop no batt n we have to stop....

it was then abt 6pm alr... so we decide to exchange presents...
a funny thg occured.... xinying gave xianhao a cup n xianhao gave xinying a cup...
the 2 cups are similar!!! the same except for the design!!! so funny....
i m so happy!
i received a blue dolphin thg for mi to place my hp on the table frm wenya... it was so cute!!! i love it! thanks a lot wenya!!!
i also received a winnie the pooh cup n a star keychain frm xinying.... it was so beautiful... i like it a lot... thanks a lot xinying....
n finally i received a handphone pouch frm xianhao... it was in the shape of a horse... so nice and kawaii!!! though xianhao says it is a dog intially n i tink it is a donkey.... but then it looked more like a horse now to mi.... i like it a lot!!! thanks a lot!!!
n then we packed our thgs to go get dinner.... ok... wenya spent a lot of time... her plastic bags too many n xianhao threw away the nice plastic bags!!!

then we spent nearly 15min trying to see where to get dinner till we finally agreed to go to the foodcourt.... then we walked w xianhao to the mrt b4 the rest of us go popular cause i nid to look at the thgs there.... then we saw yew mun there... n then home....

it was a great day... have a lot of fun... hope can do tis every mth... but guess we could oni do it when we have hols.... aniway... we want to go out again on 29... hopefully...
aniway i spent a lot of $ on outings alr.... but still nid a pair of shoes.... my shoes too slippery n w the raining weather... they became veri dangerous... alr realli fall yesterday... mum wants mi to get a pair of stable shoes... well can't have mi falling n complaing... :p

2nd sis still at camp...