pics....

and finally like that... my mum changed it for mi...

hey... i decided to use a history of my study table!!! ok i lame...
juz that within a mth my study table changed dramatically....

aniway.. juz a short history of my table... so it's still messy....
n i nid to go le... if not i will b late again...
then wenya had to wait for mi... AGAIN.....
haiz... so tired n still nid to figure out why someone gave mi 3 miz calls...
at 2hr interval... i din answer caused i din see till at nite...
ok... mayb i shd juz throw away my hp...
since i din realli use it except to send "i'm late again... so sorrie..."":p
i like sending that almost everyday....
n my hp almost no $ le....
so ppl sms ONI!!!

friends....

i was surfing thru everi1's blog today....
and i realized how i have lost touch with so many ppl....
i noe it might be my fault most of the time....

it's juz sometimes i got realli busy n i juz 4got to keep in touch with so many ppl...
n most of the time... ppl i used to be veri close too... i also lose touch w them...
i can actually name quite a few actually...
i m realli sorrie... realli i m ... i hate to lose a friend....
it's just that once we were no longer in the same sch or class or a long time nvr talk to one another...
i dun dare to approach that person....
n soon we become strangers....
it's like our paths crossed for sometime then straightened out.... n we re strangers again...

i hate it!
but i dunno how to stop tis frm happeneing....
it's been like that thruout my entire life!!!
maybe it's because of my personality?
mayb it is a weakness i realli nid to overcome...

it made mi realli upset... i can name quite a few ppl who i had lost my friendship like that...
n sometimes i tink too many....
yet... sometimes it's juz so hard to keep in touch w everione...
i noe peikiat can do that... she was the one who always keep in touch w everione...
but it's juz so tiring sometimes... n i dunno why...

i have juz read eleanor's blog...
hey... so long since we talked n even longer since we met up...
but i want to tell u tis...
jia you ok... realli... it might be an overused phrase but it is meaningful...
no... the floor will not be too slippery...
just oiled enough for you to glide thru smoothly n not slipped...:p
ok... just there re times in life when thgs re nvr going the way u want... but then that's life....
so we have to accept it no matter wad...
who says fate is always kind?... not mi...
but then we have to make the best out of it....

n like i said it's been a long time since i went n look at other blogs...
quite busy... ok... i did look at zygote's blog... i like to look at ur photos... if they dun have mi inside.... n wenya's blog... n most imptly... the zhui xing blog....
that is to ensure that i din get wrong infor or not up to date infor...
n as a note... so sorry!!! gomen ne!!!
i havent even started on chap 5 of the pursuit of the star.... T_T
i noe i noe... muz start but veri busy... i alr says why at the previous post ok... last 2nd post.... too many thgs happening at the same time... weird year for mi...
n pls wait patiently? agrigato gozaimasu!umm... i wonder if i spell correctly....

aniway... i nid to go to practice my hiragana le....
i promise to try to keep in touch with every1 ok?...
umm... how to...? i dunno?
suggestns? glad to have them!!!
but not too weird ones hor!!!

n looking forward to jap lect tmr... though i tink nid to buy some sweets...
i scared fall asleep in lect....

wan yun ge...

recently, i read a veri VERI TOUCHING book...

挽云歌 by 楚晴...

人生的无奈， 兄弟的亲情，友情，爱情。。。

it is veri sad and touching....

made ppl cry.... i was so touched...

aniway a short i dunno wad i write after i read the book...

a short disclaimer...

i dun owe the characters... tis is juz a review i write after reading....

ok here it goes...

云倦初，七皇子，

一身白衣，气度非凡，才华横溢，聪明盖世，

却因身上流的血，惹来了杀身之祸，

父要杀子，重病缠身。

十三岁，
他看透人生，只求一死，无任何遗憾.
十五岁，
几句话，救了万人命，云楼公子名扬天下。
十八岁，
他遇见了她。

她，苏挽卿，

美如红梅，痴心女子，

愿为他牺牲一切也无怨无悔，

只望得到他的爱。

但他不能爱她，不可以爱她，
他身上的负担，的秘密，
太多太多了。
他身上有病，寿命已短，
常血染白绢。
而他只望她幸福快乐...
自己孤孤单单也值的。

国家有难，父兄陷入危险，

不顾重病，云楼公子进京。

当了皇帝，救了大宋江山，

报了大哥之恩，却失却了一切。

最亲手足为他而死，病更重了，

只换来了死罪，父还是要杀子。

当天,
白绫围法场，梅花片片飞舞，
犹如天降红雨，六月飞霜。
云楼公子在其中，
只赌大哥的亲情与亲生父亲的父爱。

而他赢了。

与她相会，永不分离，
隐居深山，渡平淡生活。

浮生若梦，人生苦短，只求幸福快乐。。。

ok! done... i still type chinese characters too slow.... muz learn to type faster...

haiz.... ok... 20th jan coming!!!

veri tiring wk....

hey... i noe it's been a long time since i updated....
i m sorrie but i had a realli tiring wk... too many thgs happened n i dun have the time to blog...

first of all... today's my mum's bday!!!
ok... i still havent got the present... hope i can find one later!!!!
happy bday, mum.... ok... i noe she won't read so....

aniway... sch started tis wk or last or wadever....
the lect are realli boring!!! i fell asleep in all even if they are supposed to be introuductory...
ok... maybe except for jap... but it is because it has break, i brought sweets to the class and the fact that i nid to stay awake since i dun understand most of the thgs taught... i tink most imptly... we re learning to write hiragana....

sth impt happened tis or last wk as well....
my great grandmother passed away on mon ...
due to sch n thgs... i oni went down on thur...
personally.. i dun like funerals...
they remind mi of sadness n thgs....
aniway... that's not sth i want to elaborate....

well... as for fri day n yesterday....
i wasn't feeling well...
haiz... cramps hurt a lot... so can't type....
so now then i blog....

so a quick update....
n xiujuan! i change ur link le....
n wenya.. xinying... n mayb xianhao... not sure u got come here or not...
but i havent started practising!!!! n pls try not to go too x for kbox...
cause i broke again.... ok? thanks a lot!!!

happy birthday, ah mei!!! >_<

hey! i have a fun day today!!!

first of all... i want to wish my 2nd sis, ah mei...
a big big HAPPY BDAY!!!
a short song...

i wish u a happy birthday
we wish u a happy birthday
all wish u a happy birthday
happy all the way~!

hope u be happy n less stressful! happy birthday... hope u like pastamanic...

ok... short account on wad we did 2day...
after my sis came home frm exams....
we went to bugis... but first had to convince my youngest sis not to go...
so we brought her down to buy icecream... n then we went to bugis...
after i bought concession... we went to shop bugis junction first....
saw a lot of $39.90 clothes she likes but too x...
then we go bras brasah's popular... n then nlb...
but library too many ppl... cant find bks...
then we go shop bugis street.... then i receive a sms n met up at pastamania...
so we meet... n we ate n talk... though kinda of sorry to my sis...
the few of us kept talking abt kbox... hope she won't feel left out....
n it is her birthday.... so sorrie....
aniway... we talked n have quite a lot of fun...

n a conclusion...
i m bad at drawing lots...
y mi? y m i always the last?!!! -0-
i m so... haiz....

aniway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ah mei! n sch's starting....

finally finished bidding!!!

aniway... i spent the whole day at home...

reading detective conan's comics and listening to music on my laptop....

well... din do much... but sth happened...

actually juz a small thg....

my youngest sis went to sch to buy the rest of her sch stuff...

like files and foolscrap...

my mum counted exactly $10.10...

so she went n buy....

she threw the receipt away n din check anithg

stuff everythg in her bag then go to gate to find my mum...

n rush home cause she wanted to shower due to the hot weather...

then my mum check the thg she bought n realized she forgot the most impt thg...

a green file that her teacher wants them to hand in...

but the bkshop auntie still collected the same amt of $...

my mum scolded my sis 4 not checking b4 gg home...

n also the auntie din giv her a plastic bag...

she had to take everything in her hands b4 she could stuff it in her bag...

then they went back again... but the auntie insisted my sis lost it...

then she says my sis still got take a pen...

then my mum have to buy the green file again....

n my sis din take the pen cause we cant find it in her bag n aniwhere...

my sis says she rmb she din take ani green file or pen...

but the auntie says she did...

pls lor... so many ppl buys things....

as they were talking there were ppl quencing as well...

haiz... then the auntie kept saying that my sis lost the thgs...

n my mum says nxt time giv the students plastic bags if they buy too many things lah..

how to take so many thgs...

n then the auntie juz says... she din ask how i noe she nid a plastic bag...

haiz... i dunno lah... but i din tink i like the auntie's attitude lor....

i mean u scold the kids got use huh?

make them scare of u... got $ meh?... haiz...

ok... change of topic....

i got all my modules for tis semester!

1.SSA1201 Singapore Society

2.NM1101E New Media and Society

3.LAJ1201 Japanese 1

4.CH2141 GENERAL HISTORY OF CHINA

5.CH2228CI LYRIC IN THE TANG-SONG PERIOD

so that's all....

junctn8

well a few thgs...
first i lazy to rite wad i have be doing other than teaching my sis's friends...
i read bks n well the pic also show i m tidying my thgs...
look at the diff... i changed the shelves n thgs...

aniway yesterday went out w wenya n xinying...
we go junctn 8...
ok... i juz rite a few conclusions...
1. no nid to be early on even on time ehrn the 3 of us mit...
cause none of us is on time... esp our dear xinying...
2.dun let wenya touch ur hair.. she easily addicted...
i had to dodge her attacks... also xinying as well...
3. ok... it is tough to talk to wenya... she tink too far...
we re talking abt sun but she talking abt her bday... that is in aug...
4. ok... wenya is scared when mi n xinying saw clothes we like...
cause we kept talking abt it...
5. my taste in shoes is different frm wenya n xinying....
thay juz dun like wad i like...555~
6. dun let wenya touch soft toys... esp if they are $30+...
she cant stop torturing it even if it is so x!!!
7. dun let xinying go into giv a name... cause she keeps wanting to buy the mickey pens n notebks... n they re too x...
8. xinying is also slow sometimes...
a dolphin soft toy i saw at the entrance of comic connectn n i show them... wenya says it's cute! and then we come out then xinying suddenly says "hey! that dolphin is cute!"...
9.minitoons is out of bounds to wenya... too many soft toys wenya is a terror in there...
10. finally... it is not a gd thg to let mi stand somewhere waiting for somethg or some1...
as we re waiting for xinying to get her dinner at kfc... mi n wenya wait outside... i got tired n bored so i started to sing ah du's song w the lyrics i changed...
so these re my conclusions...

ok... i was teaching today... n the poor girl cried...
ok! i did not bully her... n she started crying as i was leaving so not my fault...
she got veri frustrated w maths probs... hey maths do make ppl cry ok?
she reminds mi when i was once in pri sch... no...
i din cry when i do maths... i tend to throw thgs :p
but both my sis can get upset n cry over a maths problems...
well... so i guess i draw the conclusion that maths tend to make ppl cry...

aniway that's all... i veri tired le...
still nid to type my fan fic.... n the pursuit of the star...
n i havent even listen to the duo min songs!!!
guess i m gg to lose again.... haiz...
like i got a chance to win in the 1st place..... 555~
mayb nxt time shd also have a com in sth i m gd at leh....