friends

there are ppl in the world...
who dun tink i have a temper...

who tinks i m neglible...

so ok... then mayb i shd disappear like i usually do...

after all i m an invisible person...

it's so hard when they dun even want ur opinions...
if they dun want ur opinion dun giv them...
giving them will be a waste of breath n energy...

now then felt insulted?

pls lor long time ago i m alr insulted!

but ani1 cares?

y shd i care now cause it is ur turn to feel insulted?

pls lor... my mood to study ruined...

but i wont let such negative feelings stay for long...

after all tis is not the first time... juz the first time i voiced out...

i got enough of tis... n i wont say anithg more...

guess i shdnt even take the time to type... waste my efforts...

if the person is someone i hate i wont say another word cause the person is a stranger...

feels insulted? gd... i have been feeling insulted!

so wu liao... nothing better to do... so y shd i bother?

i alr said i m in angry mood...

i can say all the ugly names n thgs...

i can say thgs till u are veri angry...

if u dun even want my opinion then stop telling ppl u want...

i dun have time to waste on useless thgs...

i dun care if i offend ani1 animore...

cause tis is my blog...

i can say wad i want...

i m tired of keeping it in...

mayb i m a revengeful person
hurt mi once n u die?
mayb i m such a person?
i might be not easily angered...
but when i really get angry...
sometimes i m scared of my self...
realli...

the reason i dun realli express my anger or thgs is not i noe it wont be pretty...
i can do thgs till the extreme...
but i rather not...
n mayb i might get there?
i dunno...

that's y i kept my anger in ckeck...
i dun communicate face to face when i m angry...
cause no one will like it...
i can tink of words to say that's really hurtful...
that's y i learn to keep quiet when angry...
i can do hurtful thgs...
i can b angry n ruthless...
but oni when thgs are ugly...
n i dun like to do thgs that way...

but if u really anger mi...
i dunno wad i will say...
i guess i have a temper...
i can scream n yell...
i can do thgs juz that i dun do them normally...

mayb i m double-sided...
w feelings on 2 ends...
i m a veri extreme person?

so dun make mi angry.... no one will like it...
juz because i nvr realli show my temper doesnt means i dun have one...
juz because i seldom rebuked or retorted sth...
doesnt mean i cant...

i m tired of all tis...
n i wont be home for teh nxt few days...
but term papers nided to be handing in...
i m so tired but so angry...
mayb kill sth?
i dunno...
last i had been so angry was because of pw project few years back...

n i decided to do other thgs b4 i realli do sth i regret...

well... w so many thgs to do...
i found myself suddenly having this urge to play w the organ... haha
din learn to play piano b4... so stick to simple songs...
n a whole new world not easy... oni managed to learn 2 veri short songs...
mayb during hols can play somemore...
at least i noe that i cant kill ppl...
juz disturb everi1 w all those noise...