2013...
i think i should start saving...
for a place of my own...
or it will be better if i try to take a course overseas?
or find the other half n move away?
it's quite hard so i can only start saving...
no more spending unneccessary
no more buying mac breakfast
no more nice jap food...
i had enoough of trying to keep quiet over incorrect thgs...
why do u need to be so stubborn?
everything it's money to you?
everythg is right to u?
then dun ask for my opinion!!!!
no need to ask me for anithg!
if i move away... mayb i can finally be free
free of everythg....
mayb it's time for me to find a place to move away?
maybe it's time for me to go somewhere where no one can see or find me...
it's time....
but first it's money...
i will need to save enough...
n hopefully it will be enough...
i shd have learnt to go out at dawn n return at night...
then hopefully conflicts will be less...
interactn will be less...
maybe it's time to run away...
to hide... to lose my memories...
to spint away... to sleep forever???
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Saturday, December 08, 2012
letter to you(m) if i die i actually think you will be happy
I decided to make this a ranting blog le....
Instead of writing and updating my life, I think I needed more of a place to rant all my problems... to shed my tears... to say things that I cant say so in real life...
Because this is life. Life is never always joys and laughter... Life is constantly filled with tears and sadness. Beacause without them, life is not complete.
Just a letter for you... someone I can't say face to face...
When I was trying my best, are you by my side?
When I was feeling low and down, do you know?
When I was struggling with life, do you feel it?
When I was sick, do you even care?
You ranted, you nagged, you scolded, you threw things...
But when is the last time you show your concern?
when is the last time you say nice things?
when is the last time you let me do things without nagging?
when is the last time you let me do what i really like?
do you even know what is it that i like?
do you know that i m sad?
do you know that i need your care?
do you know.......?
do you know...?
do you know?
Guess that is just for me to know and for me to hide...maybe it's time for me to disappear?
if not i will never be the person sitting down here, typing with tears and listening to your scolding...
but then this is why blood is thicker than water....
Instead of writing and updating my life, I think I needed more of a place to rant all my problems... to shed my tears... to say things that I cant say so in real life...
Because this is life. Life is never always joys and laughter... Life is constantly filled with tears and sadness. Beacause without them, life is not complete.
Just a letter for you... someone I can't say face to face...
When I was trying my best, are you by my side?
When I was feeling low and down, do you know?
When I was struggling with life, do you feel it?
When I was sick, do you even care?
You ranted, you nagged, you scolded, you threw things...
But when is the last time you show your concern?
when is the last time you say nice things?
when is the last time you let me do things without nagging?
when is the last time you let me do what i really like?
do you even know what is it that i like?
do you know that i m sad?
do you know that i need your care?
do you know.......?
do you know...?
do you know?
Guess that is just for me to know and for me to hide...maybe it's time for me to disappear?
if not i will never be the person sitting down here, typing with tears and listening to your scolding...
but then this is why blood is thicker than water....
Saturday, September 10, 2011
thinking
sometimes thinking too much is nt gd but one can't helps thinking too much....
the journey is long yet one day we might still reach the end as long as you continue...
the journey is long yet one day we might still reach the end as long as you continue...
Friday, September 09, 2011
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Choi Sung Bong
I saw this on facebook...
the vid really touched my heart...
life might be hard for him but he perserved and he strived to improve himself...
to me, he have an instrument in him not only to create wonderful music, but also to bring hope to people.
he taught everyone that however hard it maybe, there is always hope.
to me, everyone has a talent. everyone has a strength. it might not be tangible. one might not know what's his or her own talents.
for me, i feel that that is part of a teacher's job. to nurture and discover the talents of our children. everyone can do something special.
life is hard. some had said it's not like there's war or incurable disease... however, it might be as hard but nevertheless it is still hard. in my opinion, the most important thing about him is that we can learn from him. his perserverance.
to everyone, what is difficult is different. it might be stress. it might be exams. it might be money issues. it might be family problems. it can even be relationships.
but what is important is that we learn. through whatever hardships we have been through, we should learn from mistakes made. and we MUST climb back up and stand on our own two feet. there are always people who might try to trip you. not that it is always intentionally. some might have done something to hurt you out of ignorance. but then be strong...
be strong. be kind. be supportive. you are never the only one suffering but you can never find someone who can really know what you are feeling and going through. at least empathise with others and be interdependant. let your friend depend on you n depend on them. smile and be strong.
some had said that choi sung bong is using his hard life story as a way to gain people's support. but to me, no matter what it is, we can still learn from him.
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