Tuesday, July 30, 2013

41 Personality Test

Your personality type: "Good-natured Realist"

Quiet, kind and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other’s feelings. Interested in serving others.

Careers that could fit you include:

Interior decorators, designers, nurses, administrators, managers, secretaries, child care/early childhood development, social work, counselors, paralegals, clergy, office managers, shopkeepers, bookkeepers, homemakers, gardeners, clerical supervisors, curators, family practice physicians, health service workers, librarians, medical technologists, typists.
I'm a O10-C25-E31-A50-N60 Big Five!!

Sunday, January 13, 2013

runing away

2013...

i think i should start saving...

for a place of my own...
or it will be better if i try to take a course overseas?
or find the other half n move away?

it's quite hard so i can only start saving...
no more spending unneccessary
no more buying mac breakfast
no more nice jap food...

i had enoough of trying to keep quiet over incorrect thgs...

why do u need to be so stubborn?
everything it's money to you?
everythg is right to u?
then dun ask for my opinion!!!!
no need to ask me for anithg!

if i move away... mayb i can finally be free
free of everythg....
mayb it's time for me to find a place to move away?
maybe it's time for me to go somewhere where no one can see or find me...

it's time....
but first it's money...
i will need to save enough...
n hopefully it will be enough...

i shd have learnt to go out at dawn n return at night...
then hopefully conflicts will be less...
interactn will be less...

maybe it's time to run away...
to hide... to lose my memories...
to spint away... to sleep forever???

Saturday, December 08, 2012

letter to you(m) if i die i actually think you will be happy

I decided to make this a ranting blog le....

Instead of writing and updating my life, I think I needed more of a place to rant all my problems... to shed my tears... to say things that I cant say so in real life...

Because this is life. Life is never always joys and laughter... Life is constantly filled with tears and sadness. Beacause without them, life is not complete.

Just a letter for you... someone I can't say face to face...

When I was trying my best, are you by my side?
When I was feeling low and down, do you know?
When I was struggling with life, do you feel it?
When I was sick, do you even care?

You ranted, you nagged, you scolded, you threw things...

But when is the last time you show your concern?
when is the last time you say nice things?

when is the last time you let me do things without nagging?
when is the last time you let me do what i really like?

do you even know what is it that i like?
do you know that i m sad?
do you know that i need your care?
do you know.......?
do you know...?
do you know?

Guess that is just for me to know and for me to hide...maybe it's time for me to disappear?

if not i will never be the person sitting down here, typing with tears and listening to your scolding...
but then this is why blood is thicker than water....

Saturday, September 10, 2011

thinking

sometimes thinking too much is nt gd but one can't helps thinking too much....

the journey is long yet one day we might still reach the end as long as you continue...