hold my hand

juz some thoughts after i read saiunkoku monogatari
the scene abt eigetsu, yougetsu and kashin-sama...
how they met n formed a happy family...

I thought it was the end

no longer can I ascend

that's no help for me to send

there's no one I can depend

It was a dark night

where nothing can be right

there is no knight

there is no light

I was falling

I was drowning

I was crying

but you reach out and

hold my hand

you have a wand

that you used to help me land

you hold on to me

with your very warm hand

please hold my hand

hold my hand...

and maybe it's not the end

maybe it was time for me to mend

the broken pieces of my heart

for then I can smile

tears will dry

everything will be fine

and I will find

the thing there called happiness

I was struggling by the cliff

I was drowning in the stream

I was falling in quicksand

I was crying in despair

I was falling

I was drowning

I was crying

but you reach out and

hold my hand

you have a wand

that you use to help me land

you hold on to me

with your very warm hand

please hold my hand

hold my hand...

and maybe it's not the end

maybe it was time for me to mend

the broken pieces of my heart

with your hand...

holding my hand...

maybe I can dream

maybe I can smile

then maybe I can make my way in miles...

thanks for holding my hand

for saying it's okay...

and for being my ray...

you make my day...

you make a way...

and everything will be okay...

a song... failure or survivor....

haha... i m supposed to be studying but cant get into the mood...
tink i might be getting unwell soon...
due to that time of the mth....
n i hope i will not get cp... TOUCH WOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

aniway juz sth to share....
these words appeared in my mind these few days so i juz get them out...
sorrie if it's weird...haha...

failure or survivor

standing in the rain
feeling the wind
i stopped my running
and now my tears are falling

no matter how i try, i still cry
but i know soon my tears will dry
but till then i can only wish
that they disappear with a swish

am i a failure?
no! i'm a survivor
even when i am falling,
i will fight gravity, laughing

am i a failure?
no! i'm a survivor
so what if i am failing,
i will struggle with all, smiling

words hurt more than actions
heart broken in pieces
mind scrambled in a daze
i think i am in a maze

arguing with family
straining relations with friends
but blood is thicker than water
true friends stay till the end

am i a failure?
no! i'm a survivor
even when i am falling,
i will fight gravity, laughing

am i a failure?
no! i'm a survivor
so what if i am failing,
i will struggle with all, smiling

in depression, hiding in a corner
quietly sobbing, not wanting to be heard,
but don't worry it will not be the end,
there's still a chance that things will mend

spring comes after winter

rainbow comes after the rain
just go to the end for your gold
dont hide in tears and be bold

stand under the sun's rays
it will be okay
cry or scream you may
tears are what you pay
then tomorrow will be another day

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

even when i am falling,

i will fight gravity, laughing

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

so what if i am failing,

i will struggle with all, smiling

now it might be bad

now i know i am mad

but when it's over

i know i will be glad

then i will reach the light

in the middle of the night

it will have to be bright

for i had fought with all my might

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

even when i am falling,

i will fight gravity, laughing

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

so what if i am failing,

i will struggle with all, smiling

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

am i a failure?

no! i'm a survivor

we are all survivors

wipe off your tears

let's cheer

pick up all the pieces, we are the survivors!

sorrie if it sounds weird...

it had been circling my head...

no i will not cry animore i will be a survivor... haha...

n to everyone... let's smile to all challenges n dry all tears >_<