I decided to make this a ranting blog le....
Instead of writing and updating my life, I think I needed more of a place to rant all my problems... to shed my tears... to say things that I cant say so in real life...
Because this is life. Life is never always joys and laughter... Life is constantly filled with tears and sadness. Beacause without them, life is not complete.
Just a letter for you... someone I can't say face to face...
When I was trying my best, are you by my side?
When I was feeling low and down, do you know?
When I was struggling with life, do you feel it?
When I was sick, do you even care?
You ranted, you nagged, you scolded, you threw things...
But when is the last time you show your concern?
when is the last time you say nice things?
when is the last time you let me do things without nagging?
when is the last time you let me do what i really like?
do you even know what is it that i like?
do you know that i m sad?
do you know that i need your care?
do you know.......?
do you know...?
do you know?
Guess that is just for me to know and for me to hide...maybe it's time for me to disappear?
if not i will never be the person sitting down here, typing with tears and listening to your scolding...
but then this is why blood is thicker than water....
