Thursday, May 14, 2009

trip

a late post again... :p
decided to post it before i go...
i din take a lot of pics tis time cause our great miss yiwen got her digital cam out that day!
so most of the pics w her n can see them at facebook...
we met at chinatown to go kbox...
haha 1st time i went w kelly...
n i muz say tis! she had a great voice! haha she can go singing competition le! :p
however, we were shocked at the price...
turned out that one small tibits cost $6 each...
n each of us had to pay over $20 for 2-7pm...
haiz... nxt time i recommend other places.... too x le...
anyway...
after that we went to little india... joanne's recommendation!
n the food is great!!!!
though i dunno how to get there... we juz followed joanne...haha
she's our tour guide...
it's called 7 sensation i tink...
food pic at facebook... i simply love the pizza n teh chocolate cheesecake n the orni orni...
juz a quick note...
for all the missing pieces of food in yiwen's pics... they were all eaten up by joanne.... :p haha
we had a realli great time... after that we walked to bugis... walking past a lot of places... i din even noe they exist... n went to the shopping center besides bugis street i tink...
had fun walking ard...
the pics are the roof or ceiling of the shopping center...
interesting rite... joannne said like hospital haha...
aniway after that we walked to dhoby ghaut mrt n went home...
had a realli great time.. hope we can mit up soon!

the misunderstanding???


went to get the luggage ganma is lending me for the trip @ grandma's hse...
n saw my cousins playing pets soicety...
they got hundreds of friends on facebk lor! how they did it dun ask mi... i oni got 45 friends...
anyway i asked them to play mine for mi...
sorrie i m lazy but i wanted to buy thgs for my pets....

so jiayi was so kind to play for mi... haha my pet even got a level up...

but then when qjr came online n asked if i changed the $

then she forgot she's using my account n typed "who re u?"
then qjr was surprised that i dunno who she is...
n then by the time i came over n looked at the screen, ojy realized that it's my account....

anyway i tried to reply to qjr's reply but they kept wanting mi to change the replies haha... so in the end... i can oni juz send a sms...

so the morale of teh story is not to ask someone to use ur account...
haha...

anyway will be leaving later tonite... n back nxt thur nite...

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

living...

i dunno why but it seemed so tough to continue living...

aniway... i juz want to say... i m having realli dark thoughts so not posting them here but at livejournal... mayb a mild one here...

i dunno why but it's tough...
sometimes it's so hard that i feel like using physical pain to hide my tears...
y do u tink u noe everithg?
wad u noe it's juz a mask i had...
y did u keep changing ur wrds then claim it's my fault...
y is it that u tink u re always rite?
y is everithg i do wrong n everithg u do is rite?
y is it that i m aways so useless?
y is my tears flowing when u said those words?
y is the pain so hurtful that i have to escape?
y m i such a coward?

it's been a long time since i had such depressing toks...
it's been a long time since i tok abt jumping...
it's been a long time since i tok abt moving out...
it's been a long time since i hide n cry...
it's a long time since i felt this pain......
but it still hurts...

ppl lie... time nvr heals all wounds... in fact time made it worse.......
i will nvr be appreciated
i will nvr be impt...
i will always be invisble...
wearing a mask... taken for granted..........

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

saiyuki- open up your mind

i m not sure if i put this on my blog b4...
but aniway...

i got addicted to saiyuki n prince of tennis again...
esp saiyuki...

n this song... i tink i put it on this blog long long time ago but anithg...
i found the youtube vid... n even one in chinese?

qjr or qjn says that the version sounds like screaming?
but i like them...haha she says because i watched the anime... realli touching...


aniway...
here's the vid..
in jap...




in chinese...i got no idea where tis is frm... but it's funny though i tink the lyrics are weird...


an even an instrumental one... n this one uses clips frm my fav drama mars!!!lol


n now for the lyrics...

moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai
makesou ni naru toki datte
hitomi wo tojireba kokoro kara
sekai ga miete kuru

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo mayoi osoreru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo kono ashi de doko made mo
aruite ikeru hazu dakara

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, ikiru tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

kono sekai de ikinuite-iku tame no tsuyosa wo
anata ni negatte-iru kara
kokoro no tobira wo hiraitara
nanika ga miete kuru

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo itsu made mo
onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wake ja nai
ashita wa dare ni mo mienai

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deaeru yo...

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...


the eng translation...

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
Noone can see into tomorrow.

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
and you'll be able to find all that is love...

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the "future."
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...


both frm http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/gsaiyuki/openupyourmind.txt

my bad translation...

当事与愿违时, 当你想放弃时,
如闭上眼睛,你便可从心中看到这整个世界。

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

就算在寂静夜晚里,独自徘徊,害怕
现在的你可能孤单,但是
不管有多远,你还是能走到,所以

Just hold on tight, 因为只要你闭上眼睛,
look inside yourself, 里面有一道光,
是的,相信我,
你可以从另一边看这个世界。

Just hold on tight, 就算心碎了,
Reach into your soul, 就算看不到明天,
只要你还是有力气活下去, 你还是可以从另一边看这个世界,
知道你找到幸福为止。

我希望你有力气,熬过这世界,
然后打开心灵,你将看到幸福的降临。

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

星星虽存在了很久很久,但这并不代表
同样的一天会不停的重复直到永远,
没有人知道未来。

Just hold on tight 因为如你闭上眼睛,
Look inside yourself 你会感觉到心跳
Yes, 我要你相信,未来你是可以从另一边看这个世界。

Just hold on tight, 就算心碎了,
Reach into your soul, 就算看不到明天,
只要你还是有力气活下去, 你还是可以从另一边看这个世界,
知道你找到幸福为止。

susan boyle

i was surfing the i rmbed abt the name susan boyle...
heard the name on radio once...

tink someone's facebk linked to the youtube...
so i clicked... n i was surprised...
she had a realli realli gd voice!!!

here's some vids frm you tube...
n she's realli gd!



Monday, May 04, 2009

a trip out...


went to amk then causeway w xinying on sun...

nid to find a pair of shoes.. which i still havnt buy...
then xinying nid to get mothers' day present @ causeway...

we went to lib... nid to find some notes for my tuition while xinying did some photocopying...

oh... fyi.
when entering nlb now, you have to scan ur either ur ic, ezlink card, lib card to prove ur identity...
so be ready to get ur identifications out for scanning when entering : )

then when we reached there it was noisy n we saw...

apparently, there was a fire alarm n all the doors to the lib were shut...
we went to the 2nd floor n saw ppl still inside the lib studying...
then the firemen came n soon realized it was a false alarm n it opened...
1st time i saw such a scene...

aniway while waiting...
we went to t n s to buy this!!!
ok... i saw it having an offer at $1.95 n i havent eaten it b4...
so we bought it together...

quoting frm xinying...
oops i forgot the actual words...
but she gave a 8 out of 10 while i gave a 7 (yes, qjr i prefer qjn leh... we learnt frm u... :p)
it's something like 香脆(though i think it's a bit difficult to chew.. but i have dental prob...)可口,带出苹果的健康甜美,是个健康食品。sorrie bad memory... cant realli rmb the exact words...:p
aniway we had fun... saw a lot of clothes... formal clothes since xinying gg for internship while i m preparing for work...


hopefully the others will end their exams soon... tink yiwen n kelly ended theirs 2day? lol
havent realli go out once for my n yundan's bday...

Sunday, May 03, 2009

updating~

ok... yesterday juz learn the use of my webcam...
haha chat online w xinying...
everyone having exams....
juz saw the email abt swine flu...
now b4 exams there's temp taking....
wow mine ended early so no nid... but think everi1 else has to...
my youngest sis's exam coming but by the time her exams start i will be overseas :p
so have to tell her to go revise now... if not then her prob....
yes i veri bad...
aniway... juz a quick update, got thgs to buy but lazy to go out....
but needed them for the trip...
haiz.... n everi1 having exams... except xinying :p
so maybe later going to get a pair of track shoes... tink i will need them nxt time when working as well...
got some more thgs to blog but now gotta go le...
untill nxt time, ja!